Rude much.

13

I sit down at the desk and ignore Ravi's presence. He keeps his head low with earbuds in. I could tell the song by the familiar bass. He hums to it and closes his eyes. I cross my legs and hold in my yearn to reach over.

The teacher announces some assignment. We must finish it with our partner during this class. She passes out the papers and yanks out Ravi's earbuds. He growls and sits up.

I hand him his part of the assignment. He takes it, his fingertips brushing against my hand. I flinch back and keep my head low while I do my part.

It was some grammar type of test thing. As I finish I notice that all that Ravi was doing was doodling. I sigh. An F for me I guess. I hug my knees to my chest. Dad will be furious. I debate mentally. Do I approach Ravi?

I open my mouth and let out a weird noise. He turns the slightest bit and frowns. I turn away and smack my lips.. He puts down his pencil and glances at my paper.

"C-can you please at least guess?" I whisper, stuttering a bit.
Silence. At least I tried. I reach over for his paper, he slaps his hand on mine.
"Fine." He growled.

I sit back and watch closely as he answers the questions. Wrong. Wrong. Right! Wrong. Wrong. Right! Right! Wrong. Wrong. Wrong. At least we're getting a 13/20. Im positive I got all of my 10 questions right, and Ravi got three. Whatever.

He continues to doodle, some cool words in detailed font. I squint trying to figure out the words. An A. The bell rings. I gather all my things and take both our papers to turn in.

I rush out and to science.

**++
"Hyuna!" I squeal when I see her sitting at a lunch table. "You're actually at school?!" I ask.
"Yea, yea. Sorry for being gone, you must understand that love is so demanding." She smiled playfully.
"its fine. But Im not lonely anymore!" I smile smugly.
"Yep! Im right her for you. Ah, where's Majoon?" She said looking around. I bow my head.
"I don't think we're friends anymore.."
"Oh." She said realizing what I meant. She shrugs. "It's fine. We'll figure it out." I nod slowly. Knowing it isn't possible.

Suddenly a squeal sounds across the cafeteria.

"Hyuna! You're here? At school?!" Majoon rushes over with her tray.
"Don't exaggerate, Im always at your place."
"Yea but when Im at school you idiot." She hissed sitting across from me. I cross my hands awkwardly.

Hyuna rolls her eyes and hands me a rice cake.

"Thank you." I say savoring it. Hyuna smiles and hands Majoon a big Hershey. A tray clattered next to Majoon. Ravi sat with his hood on and earbuds in. Majoon immediately sends me a weird glance.

I gulp and bite into the cake. Hyuna tapped her long, bling bling nails on the table.

"Soooo, Ravi, how are ya?"
Silence.
"Ahh you should learn from your brother and get better manners." Hyuna says smiling smugly.

I choke on the rice cake. Eric? Manners? Since when? I blush as everyone looks at me. I get up and begin walking outside. My legs immediately headed towards my old patch of grass.

As I neared I felt my heart ache. It was clean, back to normal. I fall to my knees and bury my face in my hands. But nothing will go back to normal.

I rub my eyes and fight back tears. The crackling water soothed my thoughts and I went into calm mode. All I could hear were chirps of birds, the water, leaves and plants coming to life for spring.

I glanced around at all the colorful flowers, swaying with the wind in peace. Birds flew across the landscape, free of anything. The water splashing. No human to be seen, it all would have been perfect for me, but I met Ravi. And now I cant possibly live a lonesome life knowing I lost him completely. That I could have him by my side right now and not be lonely. I stood and ran my fingertips across the surface of the water. The rippling splashes, humid mist hitting my face. I glance around. Alone. I sit on the grass and clutch the sleeve of Ravi's coat tightly. I bring the hood up and tuck my hair in just like he had. Why am I suddenly feeling a yearn for someone who made me miserable in the beginning. Why am I feeling so empty.

I run my hands down my arm and sigh. A distant noise made my head jolt up. I looked around, nothing. But beyond, on the other side of the fountain, Ravi walked slowly, his hood on, and his coat zipped up to his neck. A beer in hand, and in the other, a tattered notebook. He hung low and took occasional sips from his beer.

He reached the fountain and ran his fingers against the surface of the water. His face in total misery. He opens up his note book, and tosses it in the water. He watched in silence as it descended. I gulp and then feel a tear trickle down my cheek. I wipe at it and accidentally sniff loudly. He looks up slowly at me. I clutched my knees tightly to my chest to the point where my knees stabbed my chest. Our eyes locked, and at that moment I felt at ease. He keeps his dark eyes onto mine and sucks in a deep breath. I saw the struggle he was having to not cry.

" Ravi." I mumble.

A/N: yo. ravi is obviously my bias, but Hyuk is too xD Im a bts trash, Suga and JungKook are my bias. Im a 24k person, Cory gives me life. Andddddddddd drum roll. THIS BOOK IS ENDING. JKKKKKK . It is not ending anytime soon xD. Thanks for reading !! Love you! ~(ARIANA)

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Edit; k first off, my bias' have changed a bit and my Stan groups a lil

So I bias Ravi, he's my ult too. I bias Rapmon nd Jin in Bts, I am still loyal to Cory, I bias Chen and Startjng to bias Suho of Exo, and I bias Yezi of Fiestar, and Brave Girls are great. YUP. I fucking love Day6 and Pentagon and and Sf9 FUCK ROOKIE GROUPS are pretty nice nowadays.