Rude much.

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"NO KIM WONSHIK. You're already drunkkkk!" I say yanking away the can.
"Pfft, it'll help with my arising hangover. Pleeeeaaaaase. Take note that I never beg." He said casually.
"No. I want to talk to you normally." I say putting the can next to my feet.

"Now what? I payed for dinner already and took you ice skating, now you wanna talk?" He complained ruffling his hair.
"You liar. I had to pay for my food."
"No no no no. Remember I did you LIAR."
"Me? Liar? Nooooo! I paid!"
"NEGA BEAUTIFULLLL LIEEEE." He sang randomly in a deep voice.
"Weirdo." I say munching onto a potato chip.
He stiffens up and yells.
"Shhhh child. Its past midnight, people are asleep. I THREW MY LYRICS IN THE POND!" He said frantically getting up and pacing.
"Lyrics?" I say quizzically biting into another chip.
"Hush.." He sits back down, slumping into the bench.
"Back to our talk. Ravi, you do know this is our last day and you're pretty much the most drunk you could ever be." I say laying down the bag.

My feelings surge to me again as I let realization sink in. Probably my last time talking to him too.

"So? Isn't it better? Im nicer and bubblier. I even paid for your food."
"Tsk. Yea right. But I wanted to talk about the future and make promises." I say messing with his hair. His absurdly healthy hair, even though he dyes it a lot. His locks of hair slip easily through my fingers, so soft. It's embarrassing to have a males hair healthier than mine. Ugh.

"Ok fine. Turtle Ravi first. Promise me to not look at male crotches other than mine anymore." He grinned evilly.
"You still remember that?! Tsk. Im starting to like drunk Ravi." I say chuckling at his funny faces. "Speaking of drunk. Promise not to drink."

"Pfft. Like thats happening."

He got up and began walking away. His mood swings get worse when he's drunk. One second he's complaining whining, the next mad and cruel, and the other bubbly and fun. And the rare one, romantic. I run after him hissing at the cold.

"Ravi, promise." I warned raising my eyebrows.
"How do you expect me to get over you huh? . Ive fallen, and beer helps me get out of the hole ive fallen in. Or do you expect me to be in unbelievable pain 24/7 pfft." He ranted off swinging his hands up in the air. The way his dark eyes landed on mine and frantically turned away made me feel that strange feeling. His hair bounced as he stepped, his lips moving at every word. His black coat almost camouflaged to the dark night sky. The way he yelled and cursed. To think I like this boy.
"Are you even listening?"
"Nope."

I skip ahead of him and pause in his way, making him skid to a stop.

"My house is just around that corner." I mutter looking at the floor. The atmosphere noticeably changed into a gloomy silence.
"And?"
"This might be our goodbye.."
"This early?"

I chuckle. He truly is drunk.

"Boy it's 3 am."
"Oh. Okay bye ugly." He said shrugging. I gaped as I watched him brush past me. Did he seriously just..? He turned around and walked in quick stealthy motioned. His hands squeezed my shoulders and pulled me closer. I felt his fingers stabbing into my shoulder blade. "Park Ayejin. This pain will be somewhat bearable because we see each other, but things will definitely not be the same, and I want you to know, that you, Park Ayejin, swayed a bad boy's heart, my heart, and that you mean so much to me, that I want you to remember that you are ugly. Meaning you are utterly breath taking. Maybe I'll cry and mourn drink and all, but I don't want you to suffer. Be strong. Thats the promise I want you to keep. This might have been better off, I would have been too dangerous because of me joining something, but please, be healthy, live happily and well, find love. Everything. Without me. Im useless to you, I am worth nothing, might as well give me up. But please, leave and go home, sleep well. I want to tell you so much but, I don't want this separation to be any worse." He paused and took a sharp inhale. "It was nice getting to know what this felt like Ayejin. I thank you very much. Don't even try saying bye. Just go home, please. I'm drunk and I probably said more than I needed to. Go home now." His dark eyes stared pleadingly down on mine.

I nodded slowly and took a step back.

"Can I hug you?" I mumble.

He took me in his arms. I struggled with my conscious to not cry.

I let go and avoided eye contact.

"Go." He hissed. I took a wobbly step around him and took deep breaths.
"Thank you too Ravi." I glanced at him. Moisture running down his cheek. His face already filled with agony. How could it be that I can cause this much pain to this tough guy? I gulp and begin walking, whimpering and hugging his coat close. This wasn't for the best. I needed Ravi just as much as he did. I kept walking, walking and walking, until I realized just how far I walked. My mind racing with memories and much pain.

I turned around and walked home. All I need is to lay down and think, cry, and let it all out.

**++
"Are you sure?" Dad asked once more. I smiled awkwardly.

Ive skipped the past two weeks of school, I lied to dad once again, telling him I didn't feel good. But its time to be strong, for him. I put on my own coat instead of his. Dad drove me to school happy that I was back to school.

It all was different. My perspective of life. It all changed. Back to normal. I shivered at socializing. Im content with being alone once again. Thank god. I walked in and was greeted with the normal people minding their own business.

I caught sight of Hyuna and Majoon, but they were all in their own stuff. My locker came in perfect view, I forced myself to not look down.

As I closed my locker, I heard grunts and chantings. I got closer to inspect all the ruckus until I saw Ravi pinning some guy against a locker and punching him with so much intensity and velocity. Is he trying to get expelled?!

I squeezed myself through and got in between both of them panting and frantically thinking of what to do or say.

"Someone, call the teacher." I yelled.

Silence. I didn't dare to look at them full on. The guy behind me was thanking me and patting my shoulder. When I heard the clicking of the teacher's heels, I stepped away and continued my path to class.

I sat and lost myself in the world of the Uglie's Series By Scott Westerfeld.

The seat next to mine remained empty.

A/N Hi. OMG. this book took a turn xD THERES GONNA BE ANOTHER TURN NEXT CHAPTER. harharhar. HEY I NEED HELP! im introducing both a female and male character WHO SHOULD THEY BE?(Korean Idol)?  (ARIANA)

Edit: so yea hi