Rude much.

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"Lets go inside its cold."
"I have a right to know." I tug at his arm. He sighs.
"Not really. Hurry, you're gonna catch a cold." He hauled me inside while I bickered about why I had a right to know.

Ravi POV.
"I have a right to know."

You do. Oh Ayejin, you have the biggest right to know, but it'll only put her in more danger if I say anything.

"Not really. Hurry, you're gonna catch a cold." I dragged her along as she ranted off, I didn't even know what she was saying, I was just shaking or nodding my head at random times. When we got to the back door we see Chusi. She was leaning against the wall giving me the death glare.

I was still holding Ayejin's hand so I let it go. She sighed and stood in front of me.

"Ravi, we both know that this ignore thing isn't going so well.. Let's give it a try. Friends?" She pleaded. Her eyes showed just how much she needed me. Like I needed her. But I cant. I just cant bring myself to it. If  Eric found out, he'd have to make her join in his little clique. Id much rather have both of us suffer, than have the other... Never mind. I put on my best poker face.

"Go inside." I said sternly. Her eyes went gloomy and she nodded slightly. Im such a coward, but this is all for her.
"Okay then.. Can we talk though? Like more seriously where you actually respond honestly." She said tilting her head.
"Fine. Just come to the fountain after school. Now go inside, you're drenched."
"You too."
"So?"

She rolled her eyes and went inside. I flip my hair away from my eyes and begin going inside.

"Hey, mr Ravi is it?" Chusi called.
"Hey, mrs Chusi is it?" I mimic.
"It's Suzy." She said coldly.

I chuckled and shake my head. Yea yea. Suzy.

"What? Cant you see its raining." I point to the sky
"So?"
"Just hurry and talk." I say agitated.
"I met your brother."

My face went pale. I could feel my pulse radiate throughout my body.

Normal POV ~ yesss cliff hanger ^^
I trudged inside and blushed when everyone saw me so drenched. My shoes squeaked loudly as I make my way to get my gym clothes. New boy, I think his name is Lee Seung-Hyun, tapped my shoulder and handed me an apple.

"I saw you didn't really eat. Want it?"
I glanced at it and back up at him.
"Sure. Thanks."
"If you want you can wait by the bathroom, I'll get the gym clothes." He said pointing towards the gym. I nod slowly and walk by the bathroom door while munching on the apple.

I saw Ravi come in pale as a vampire. He looked around until he found me. I followed him with my eyes as he made his way to the halls in a hurry. Seungri handed me the clothes out of the blue. I took them and bowed.

"Thanks."

I went in and changed. As I was coming out the bell rang. Everyone rushed to class while I stood there shivering still. Im not in the mood for testing. I put my hair into a pony tail and go to my locker. Shouts and yells were thrown coming from the entrance. I took my backpack and ran to see what was happening. Ravi and Suzy were yelling at each other fiercely. Ravi's voice lowered when he saw me. His eyes went low and he fell back wards landing on his bottom.

I ran to him and crouched next to him.

"It's all ruined Ayejin. Theres no way out for me." He whimpered.
I took his head and hugged it to my chest. His breath smelled strongly of beer still. Suzy stood there watching with her eyebrows raised. She sat across from us and put on a thinking face. I, still shocked from it all, gaped and processed it all.

"All I did was..." She frowned.
"What did you tell him?"
"I just told him that Eric....and I.... I told Eric that Ravi was caught up with useless stuff and.." She twisted her mouth confused. "Is he like okay?"
I scowled and tried to not laugh, because if sober Ravi heard that, he would of blasted up on her.
"No, he has mood swings, lots of problems attacking him brutally at one time. Plus, he's drunk soooo..."
"He must open to you a lot."
"Not as much as you think." I huff. I still have a right to know a lot of stuff.
"Oh. Well, you must be the first he's opened up to because by the looks of him, he's extremely cold as can be. And conserved." She stood and sighed.
"Yea... Its best to just ignore him."
She nodded and took her bag. "Oh well. Um, bye."

I bowed my head and looked down at snoring Ravi. Troublemaker. I sighed and rubbed my temple. How much has happened in half a year. Oh how it feels like just yesterday I walked into this school with the impression that Id not get close to anyone, now look, how close Ive gotten. Idiot I am, idiot . About 20 minutes passed.

A teacher walked down the hall and paused staring at us.

"Take him to the nurse please." She said scanning him.
"Ah, he's not sick, he's tired."
"Being exhausted can be a symptom to an illness now Park Ayejin take him the the nurse unless you need help..?"
"I can do it."

I lifted his head, as she left, startling him. He sat up and sat there motionless.

"Im gonna go." His voice was low and smooth.
"Oh-."
"Come with me."
"But.."
"Do you wanna know why Im dangerous? With your own eyes?"
I gulped and lowered my head, nodding. This better be a reasonable explanation for both of our pain. Especially his pain. As to why we cant let our feelings grow and experience this as much as we could before its too late. His eyes showed me how miserable he is right now. His pain reflected right off him, his dark under eye circles. The scent of beer. Bruises scattering his hands. Have I worsened him? Is it possible that maybe its all my fault? Oh how much I wanted to wrap my hands around his neck and tell him that everything will be okay. But what if nothing will be okay as long as Im here? How I wanted to hug him and tell him that I'll always be here for him. That I'll be the one to soften him up and bring happiness, but what if Im doing the opposite? His eyes tightened, like if he's trying not to break down.

Ravi, it'll all be okay. ~ Ayejin thought, but not for long once she saw his explanation.

A/N kill me. Kill me. I SAID KILL ME ravi. idk. im gonna accept any hate or criticism from this chapter cause it SUCKED. aww im so disappointed in myself. GO CHECK OUT MY BIGBANG NEW FAN FIC. xD you commenters got me into it ~_~ what do you think it is that Ravi's gonna show Ayejin to explain why they have to go through their misery ? ~Ariana the goose.

Edit: k I unpublished the bigbang one. :(