Rude much.

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He clenched his fists, crushing the can in the process. I clung to my knees. He sulked to the floor and rubbed his temples.

"I cant take it any longer Ayejin." He whimpered looking at each tile of cement.
"I cant either." I mumble. He squeezed his eyes shut and slurred some un-recognizable words. I leaned back against a log.
"Ugly betty." He murmured and messing his hair up.
" Rude much." I argue.
"Fine. Beautiful Ayejin."
"You win, I get it." I loosen my hold on my knees as I get more comfortable with him.
"Every moment our eyes lock, Im scared as If I'll do something bad. That's why. Tell your dad to move and take you already." He slurred.
"Ok." I say clutching my knees again.
"But it's painful." He grumbled scooting over.

I gulped as he dropped and laid his head beside my feet. He groaned and rolled around clutching his stomach.

"Ahh why did you drink so much??!"
"Ease the pain." He said huffing and laying still. He turned slowly and faced me. "Why?" He mumbled, drowsily slowly closing his eyes.
"Why what?"
"Why do I feel this way." He said barely audible.

He laid limp, asleep. Hopefully. I checked his pulse, yep. I took my coat off, which is his, and placed it under his head for comfort. I shivered and hugged myself for warmth.

"Ok." I mumbled. Feeling my eyes water. "I'll go away and stop making you feel that way." I stared numbly at him. I leaned on top of him and hugged him lightly. As I was getting up he tightened his arms around me and stuck me on top of him. At that moment I couldn't hold up my wall. I let tears spill, i lightly slapped his chest and laid limp whimpering. Its confirmed, I got too close in this relationship.

"No. Never mind. Don't go. We will both suffer more than we already do." He mumbled, his eyes still closed.
"I cant let this go any further." I murmur wiping at my face.
"Why? Because Im not worth the effort? I understand. Then don't put in effort. I like you Ayejin. Why? Because you have to leave? Then don't leave. Pfft. Ignore me when I said to leave." He huffed. "Ahh Ayejin I just confessed and Im drunk. What is my life." He groaned squeezing his eyes shut.

"Sorry.." I whimper getting off.
"Hey! Where are you goingggg?" He whined.
"Home."
"No, you cant possibly skip school you goody goody two shoes."
"I have. Because of you. Now Im used to it." I stomped off shivering.
"Betty?"
"Yes Ravi?"

He giggled furiously.

"Now what?" I grumble.
"You accept your name as Betty now HAHA." He laughed and hiccuped.
"I hope your hang over is painful."
"Don't be so cruel to turtle oppa." He slurred and hiccuped. "Take this."

He threw his coat at me ninja style. He froze and his eyes widened.

"TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLESSSS!" He sang dancing around doing ninja moves with his coat zipped all the way to his neck like a turtle.

I smile and watch amused at his sudden change. Ive never seen Ravi this way.

"Ahh dance with me mom!" He teased.
"No." I huffed and continued to stomp away.
"You Betty." I heard him mumble. He ran up to me and jumped on my back. I gasp and fall to the ground.
"AHHHH. Ravi! You weigh more than me!!!" I say wiping at my knees.
"So? Im your oppa." He said helping me up.
"Fine, now you aren't." I grumble and stomp away again.

"You!! Why cant you be like me?" He yelled. I froze and frowned.
"Now what?!"
"Cold hearted. Why couldn't you just hate me and be scared of me. Things would have been easier." He said getting closer.
"Because. I like you too so I couldn't possibly hate you--"
"WHATTT?!" He yelled his veins popping out of his neck. I felt so vulnerable at that moment. I flinched and curled myself a little. Did I say something wrong?

"YOU LIKE ME?!" His eyes widen.

"Bye." I bow and walk away quickly. I was sure it was obvious, how did he not realize it? And his sudden mood change, he sure is amazing when he's drunk.

He muttered some words and heard him pace around, I turn slightly and see him stressed out.

"You cant possibly like me too? The feeling is mutual? No no. This is gonna be hell. PARK AYEJIN COME BACK HERe!!" He yelled, his back to me.
"Yes ?"

He turned, his expression soft.

"Since when?" He whispered.
"I was kidding. Please, lets stop this relation from getting deeper. Its already hardd!" I complained suddenly feeling the rush of tears returning. I HATE BEING SENSITIVE.
"Okay.. You are right but--"
"No Kim Wonshik. There's nothing else to it."
"Fine. Soo.. What's the plan?"
"Ignore each other. The feelings will go away. Ravi... Please try your hardest." I pleaded.
"What about you huh? this girl wants me to put effort." He shook his head.
"I'll suffer to keep these memories." I say, taken aback with myself.
"What the?! Then I'll suffer too."
"You're so difficult."
"And you're so ugly."
"I hate you."
"Same."

We both smile.

We hear the bell ring indicating lunch is over.

"Uh ohhhh. Poor Mrs. Goody Goody is gonna spend one last day with her Ravi." He smiled mischievously while I felt the burden and burn in my heart when he said last.
"Ugh okay." I said slipping on his coat.

As the coat slipped on over my head, I saw Ravi turned around wiping at his eyes. My eyes widen. I step around and see him sniffle before putting on a fake smile.

"you're so overweight my coat doesn't fit you!" He teased.
"Rude much." I huffed forgetting about the previous event.
"Ok lets gooooo!" He took my hand and sways it around roughly.
"TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLESSSSS." He sang/slurred. I roll my eyes but join in. Aghast with his mood swings.

A/N. SORRY. SCHOOL IS THE ONE TO BLAME! and my writing sucked in this chapter I bet. SORRY! Ill make up for it. I PROMISE. Harharhar. Watcha think? (ARIANA)

Edit: there is no excuse for my style of writing, school or not, it was so AHHHHHHhhHhHh.