Angel- C.H

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Dans face is literally me to everyday.

They let me go 4 weeks later. Nate told his college he has to drop out. I told him many times not to, but he did it because he wanted to watch over me. Nate's been by my side all the time. Walking with me, sleeping on my bedroom floor, watching me brush my teeth, and watching how I walk. He's my brother and I love him. I know he's watching out for me. I decided to get on my phone. I went straight to Twitter.

@calumxbassistt hi..... Calum.....
12:26 pm

@calum5SOS Billie???????
12:28 pm

@calum5SOS ANGEL IVE MISSED YOU!!!! It's been almost a month!!! Why haven't you been texting me?
12:30 pm

@calumxbassistt some stuff happened. A lot of stuff.
12:32 pm

@calum5SOS what do you mean, a lot of stuff?
12:34 pm

@calum5SOS you don't have to tell me if you don't want to.
12:35 pm

@calumxbassistt I want to
12:36 pm

@calum5SOS are you sure?
12:37 pm

@calumxbassistt yes
12:38 pm

@calumxbassistt my mum died almost a month ago. She had a tumor, and breast cancer. I tried to kill myself after. Something happened when I fell, I bit my head so hard a nerve in my left eye tore or something. I'm blind now in the left eye. And since my mum had breast cancer, I inherited it. But the cancer cells took a while to grow.
12:45 pm

@calum5SOS Billie, I'm so sorry. Please don't try to commit suicide again. I love you. And I wouldn't live with myself. I'll help you. I'll pay hospital bills. I'll do anything. I'll help with surgery.
12:53 pm

@calumxbassistt Calum, I appreciate it. But I can't let you do that. You have a life.
12:56 pm

@calumxbassistt Im just a fan, and you have so much to do. You go on tour and everything. And face it, I'm gonna die.
1:03 pm

@calum5SOS YOURE NOT JUST A DAMN FAN! You're amazing, funny, beautiful, and quirky. You stay up forever just to talk to me. I love talking to you. I'm gonna help you no matter what you say. Nobody does that for a fan. They do it because they love that person, Billie
1:10 pm

@calumxbassistt why?
1:12 pm

@calum5SOS why what?
1:13 pm

@calumxbassistt why do you choose to still talk to me? You can talk to anyone in the whole world. Date a model like Louis Tomlinson. But you chose to talk to me. The girl that has nobody else, but her brother. Won't have their family see them grow up, take their children to grandma and grandpa. Someone who won't make a difference in the world. I'm a ghost Calum. No one sees me. I walk past people and I'm invisible.
1: 22 pm

@calum5SOS I don't want to date a model. I want someone that doesn't care about makeup, getting their hair done. Someone that wants to be strong, but they need help. I want someone that I can make them feel like they have family.
1:28 pm

@calum5SOS Billie, you are not invisible. Because I've noticed you. I haven't left you. I see you.
1:32 pm

@calum5SOS please don't put your self down.
1:35 pm

@calumxbassist thank you. Thank you Calum. You're my savior. And you've helped me so much. And I want to do so much for you.