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Billie

"Hey sleepy ass! Get off of me." I hear Madison say shaking me.

"Wha?" I mumble.

"Get off of me fat ass!" She yells pushing me off the bed.

"We aren't 14 anymore!" I groan rubbing my head.

"Hey, you alright there, I think you fell off the bed." She smirks and laughs.

"Haha very funny." I frown. "Hey I'm gonna go call my mom, okay?"

"Okay, good luck." She smiles

I get up and grab my phone and walk to the restroom. I dial my moms phone number. After a few rings it finally picks up.

"Mo-"

"Where the hell are you?" I hear a growl.

"Hello Nate." I panic

"Answer the damn question, Billie."

"I'm at Madison's, I'm okay."

"Oh I'm so glad you're okay, but you need to come home, now." He whispered.

"W-why is everything okay?"

"Mom has been freaking out! I'm worried." He panics. "Just hurry up!" He finally says and hangs up.

"Madison I gotta go now." I say running back into her room.

"Is everything okay? Do you need a ride?" She says getting up quickly.

"I don't know, and no I can run there, it's not far."

"Hope everything's okay,  I love you!"

"Love you too! I call you later." I say and run out.

I run as fast as I can. I run into the street almost getting ran over. After about five minutes I make it to my house. I run in and see Nate pacing around the room.

"Where is she?" I say breathing quickly.

"The hospital."

"What! When did it happen."

"Like 10 minutes ago, I knew you would get here quick."

"What happened to her?" I cry, he doesn't reply. " what the hell happened Nate?" I yell.

I'm crying and he's silent. "Come on! Fucking tell me Nate!"

"S-she went into shock o-out o-of nowhere, I gave her CPR, but nothing happened." He's crying so much right now

"Let's go." I say pulling him outside, we get into the car.

He told me the hospital name as we drive, I get there quickly, and run inside.

"Lily Night, what room please?" I panic scaring the poor old women.

"Are you family?" She asks pushing her glasses up.

"I'm her daughter and that's her son." I say pointing at Nathan.

"Okay, hold on." She smiles. "Room 134, but you must hurry, she's about to go into surgery."

"Thank you!" I say and grab Nathan's hand.

As we reach her room, I stop. "Surgery?" I gasp.

"Don't worry, Billie." Nathan says as we walk in.

"Mom?" I cry running over to her.

"Baby doll, I'm so glad you're okay." She says breathing softly into my hair.

"I t-thought I lost you, mum. I love you! Don't leave me! Please I cannot loose you to, I couldn't live, don't do this to me." I cry hard into her shoulder.

"I'm trying baby girl, I'm trying ." She says wiping my tears. "Nathan dear, could you let us talk alone?" She asks and he nods.

"You're so strong Billie. Stronger than your brother." She says making me chuckle. " I have a tumor, I got it from the car accident. I know you can get through it." She says trying to keep herself from bursting into tears.

"N-no I c-can't! I can't loose you too mum! You're my mum, you can't leave! You have to be there when I get married and I tell you I'm always gonna visit, you're gonna see my grandchildren, I'm gonna take care of you,  like you've done for me. I'm gonna be better than that first bastard was! I'll do anything! Please don't die! "  I ball my eyes out into her chest.

She hugs me tightly and lifts my chin. "I'll always be with you, baby doll."

"No! You won't! I won't be able to touch you, hug you, see you smile, see you laugh, and I won't be able to see you." I panic.

"Shhh, you can, you can. You just imagine." She says caressing my cheek. "Imagine all the good times, you'll be able to see me. Imagine me whenever you need me, picture me in your mind and talk to me." She says taking a breath. "Don't give a shit if anyone thinks you're Crazy, because you're not."

"I will momma, I will. I'll be strong, I'm promise." I smile.

The doctors come in and tell me I have to go.

"I love you." Was probably the last thing I will ever say to my mom.

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My mom died a few days later. I've been stuck in my room all week. Becoming depressed again. My happiness was my mom and dad. But their dead now so I can't find them. My eyes are bloodshot, I'm cold, I don't want to move. I get up and go to my restroom, I open the drawer and pull out a razor blade. I promised myself I wouldn't cut ever again. I can't do it, and I won't. I put it up and go back to my bed and grab my phone. I have so many notifications. Texts from Madison, and hundreds of notifications from Twitter. Madison is freaking out, she texted she's coming over now. Hate tweets. Ashton and Calum dming me over hundreds of times. I'm freaking out, what do I do. I look at the tweets, they say stuff like.

Ugly hoe, bitch, kill yourself, probably crying over some stupid shit, you don't deserve to live, you're probably some ugly bitch That doesn't have a family.

"That's it!" I yell.

I go to my bathroom and grab the blade. I slowly cut over my old scars, I cut by a vein, and cut my thighs. I grab some pills and swallow five of them and slowly loose sight. All I see is Nate coming in and calling the police.

I'm trying mom.

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