Angel- C.H

•12•

Billie
I'm in the hospital. Nurses and everyone running around. I try to move, but I'm tied down by shackles. I yell, but nothing comes out. The people stare at me. My heartbeat gets faster every second. What the hell is going on? I panic and try to get out of the shackles. I can't. They look deeper into my eyes. My hear starts beating faster than I could ever run. And then it's over. I'm dead.

"Billie!" Nate yells.

What?

" Are you okay? Y-you were screaming." He panics sitting on my bed.

"What?" I panic. "I was dead." I frown.

"Billie, you're not dead. I'm here. I'm right beside you." He says patting my hair.

"I'm not a dog, don't let me."I laugh sighing.

"Hey lets go for a drive." He smiles.

I nod my head. "What time is it?"

"10 till one in the morning." He laughs. "I haven't been a drive with you in a long time." He smiles.

"I know." I smile getting up. "Okay now, can you leave so I can change I?" I ask.

He nods his head a goes out.

I grab some sweats from adidas, get my black vans, a Melanie Martinez jumper, and a beanie from hot topic. I grab my phone and walk out. It's been rough only being able to see out of one eye. But it doesn't bother me. I don't wear one of those patches, because my eye is a very pale blue. It looks nice with a brown eye. But I'm most scared of dying. I've been having so many dreams about it. Loosing breath, seeing your whole life before you. It felt so real.

Nate and I get into the car, as he starts it he looks over at me.

"You hungry?" He smiles.

I nod my head quickly. "Yes, very."

"Good, because I haven't even ate."
• • • •
We had gotten a lot of Mc Donald's Double cheeseburgers and lots of fries. I miss these times with Nate. It was like childhood was repeating itself.

"So you Calum, hmm?" He laughs.

"What about me and Calum?" He laugh.

"He loves you." Nate smiles. "He really cares about you. I mean I've never heard someone famous doing that for a fan they've met over Twitter." He paused. "I can tell by your conversations with him.."

"I'm grateful that he did that. I'm so truly thankful. He has raised over a million dollars for me. And I mean, I love him. That's the best thing that anyone has ever done for me. But who would love a teenage fangirl with breast cancer and a blind eye?" I sigh

"Calum." He smirks.

"Can we change the topic?" I laugh

@calum5SOS angel you won't believe where I'm at.
9:00 am

@calum5SOS ANGEL
9:02 am

@calum5SOS IM GONNA CALL 911 AGAIN AND PROBABLY GET MY BUTT CHEWED OUT AGAIN
9:04 am

@calum5SOS you need to answer me angel
9:05 am

@calum5SOS ughhhhhh
9:06 am

@calum5SOS imma cut u
9:07 am

@calum5SOS WHY ARENT YOU ANSWERING ME??????
9:08 am

@calum5SOS this is the only way
9:09 am

@calum5SOS Billie Lynn Night
9:10 am

@calumxbassistt WHAT
9:13 am

@calumxbassistt HOW DO YIU KNOW MY MIDDLE NAME????
9:14 am

@calumxbassistt ITS HORRIBLE!!!
9:15 am

@calum5SOS one its not horrible, it's cute. And two Nate.
9:18 am

@calumxbassistt excuse me while I go do something.
9:20 am

I walk to my brothers room, I walk in find him. I punch him in his balls and walk out.

@calumxbassistt wow that felt good
9:22 am

@calum5SOS angel, what did you do?...
9:26 am

@calumxbassistt I might've punched Nate in the balls.
9:28 am

@calum5SOS why am I laughing???
9:31 am

@calumxbassistt because it's funny. :-)
9:33 am

@calum5SOS true fam true
9:35 am

@calumxbassistt so tell me where you are, since it was sooooo important
9:37 am

@calum5SOS oh yeah
9:41 am

@calum5SOS Im in Sydney
9:43 am

@calumxbassistt what
9:44 am

@calumxbassistt ya lyin
9:45 am A/N Matthew Espinosa do

@calumxbassistt why you always lyin
9:48 am

@calum5SOS girl I ain't lyin *snaps fingers*
9:51 am

@calumxbassistt okay! Whatcha doin in Sydney?
9:53 am

@calum5SOS honey, I'm sorry you can't have him.
9:55 am

@calum5SOS this isn't Callie, MALUM is real. Don't take my baby
9:57 am

@calumxbassistt Michael??
10:00 am

@calum5SOS no this is Patrick
10:02 am

@calumxbassistt oh hi Patrick!! How are you??
10:04 am

@calum5SOS OMGGGG YOURE AMAZING!!! YOURE LIKE MY LONG LOST TWIN
10:06 am

@calum5SOS shittt I kinda locked Calum in the sound booth. We're writing an new album. He looks beyond pissed.
10:09 am

@calumSOS MILLIE RULES!
10:11 am

@calumxbassistt Im gonna hurt him
10:13 am

@calum5SOS Michael deserves a punishment.
10:14 am

@calumxbassistt *slowly backs away*
10.16 am

@calum5SOS *slowly walks closer*
10:17 am

@calumxbassistt *slowly asks what are we doing?
10:19 am

@calum5SOS *slowly shakes head*
10:21 am

@calumxbassistt okay.... I've gotta go now. Love you.
10:25 am

@calum5SOS okay, talk to you later. Bye angel
10:27 am