Angel- C.H

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Uhm hi

Calum
Billie. She's in the hospital. She had an asthma attack, and I didn't know what to do. I froze. She's in the ICU at the moment. I jump as I feel a hand on my shoulder.

"Hey, it's okay. It's me Ashton." He calms me.

I hug him quickly. My eyes are bloodshot. Nate is with Billie right now, and they didn't let me back there. I wish I could, but they'd get security before I could get to the doors.

"I didn't know what do man. She was loosing her breath infront of me and I couldn't do anything." I cry pulling at the roots of my hair.

"Calum, it's okay. She's gonna be okay, alright? You're gonna walk in there and hold her tightly telling her that you love her." Ashton hugs my tightly patting my back.

"Uh Calum?" Nate says quietly walking towards me.

"Yeah?" I reply quickly hoping for something good.

"She wants to see you, it's room 124." I hug him thanking him.

"Hey Calum." Billie smiles.

She's smiles like noting happened. I ran towards her and hugged her tightly.

"Did I scare you?" She whispered.

"I was afraid you would die angel." I reply quietly.

"I was afraid to. I thought it was my last day, Calum. I wanted to die, but then I didn't want to. If I did I'd see my parents, which I really wish I could." She paused as the tears flow down her cheeks.

I climb in the bed and pull her close.

"But I-I fought through it, for Nate and you. I c-couldn't leave Nate, w-when he came in, he looked horrible Calum. H-he almost cut himself." She cries into my chest. "Calum, I'm sorry, I-I c-can't take it. I lost my parents, I'm depressed, I have anxiety attacks, I cut myself, I'm blind in one eye, I have freaking breast cancer, and I feel like a dying slowly." I caress her hair. "I'm gonna die, and people are barely gonna remember me. You'll go on with your life. You'll find someone who isn't broken like me." Her cheeks are as red as blood. "Calum, I'm tearing you down!"

"Billie, stop! You're not gonna die. I'm gonna be with you. Okay? Remember you're my angel and I'm your savior. I'll help you. I love you, okay? You're amazing, funny, weird, and beautiful. I know what you're going through okay? Please don't do this to yourself! I love you. And you know I will do anything for you, right?"

"I love you too and I-I know." She whispered. "Can we please just forget about today and can you lay down with me?"

"Of course." I try to give her a reassuring smile.

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