Angel- C.H

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He's so beautiful 😍
Calum
"Michael, how the how did you know where I was?" I groan on the phone.

"Well, I was lonely and Luke and Ashton were hanging out. And I wanted to hang out with you. So I used find my iPhone to track where you were." He laughs.

"How did you even know my password?" I say dumbfounded.

"Calum, its pretty obvious when it's all over your bunk on the tour bus. Billie is my angel is a creative password, Cal."

"I swear I will kick your ass right now, but I'm with Billie." I smile through the phone.

"Aww have fun. Oh and you owe me 20 bucks for that p-" I hung up quickly before I could hear Michael's rant

I walk over to see Billie sound asleep on the bed. I chuckle softly at her faint snores. I grab my phone and decide to go on twitter. I look at the trending hashtags. A certain one catches my eye.

"#ISHIPCALLIE"

Loads of tweets come in. I smile to myself. Usually some fans can be very harsh, but all these tweets were really nice. I then decided to go to Billie's twitter. I look at the replies to her tweets. My face goes wide at what I see.

"You should've died"

"Why would someone like a depressed emo like you"

" I wonder why Calum would like someone like you. You're a ugly bitch that should be in the wild."

"Depressed freak"

"You should go cut yourself again"

"You should try to kill yourself again"

"I hope you die from breast cancer"

I am horrified at what the tweets had said. Why do they hate on her so much. Billie is such an amazing girl. I decided to reply to the tweets and tell them off.

Why do they have to hurt her so much?

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Billie

Calum dropped me off at my house later on during the day. I love him so much. I still feel like I don't deserve him though. He treats me so well, but I feel like I'm gonna break his heart somehow. I mean I'm broken and I can't be fixed.

My phone vibrates making me jump.

From Nosey Maddy:

That's a name I haven't seen in a while

From Nosey Maddy: Please tell me you still don't have me as nosey maddy on your phone.

To Nosey Maddy: well....

From Nosey Maddy: oh my Billie! Anyways I wanna see you.

To Nosey Maddy; Haha yea. And I miss you too! Lets hang out

From Nosey Maddy: Great! I'm outside your window!

I walk towards my balcony and jump when I see Maddy waving at me like some maniac.

"You see, this is why I call you Nosey Maddy." I roll my eyes as she is laughing her pretty little arse off.
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We took a trip to our favorite park as a kid. As we sit down on a bench, Maddy speaks up.

"I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in a while." Maddy sighs as a tear drops from her eye.

I hold her hand "It's okay love. Don't worry about it." I give her a reassuring smile.

"It's not okay! I left you! I'm your best friend and I wasn't there for you in your hardest. I feel horrible Billie. I love you."

Tears are falling down Maddy's cheek and as well as mine. "Maddy I love you too! And I was afraid for you to be there. I didn't want to hurt you!"

"You could never hurt me Billie"

"I did two years ago.." I sigh wiping away my tears.

"Billie? That's in the past. We forgot all about that, remember?"

"I still feel guilty Maddy."

2 years ago..
"How could you Billie!" Maddy yells at me.
"I-I didn't mean to!"

"What do you mean, you didn't mean to? How did you not mean to humiliate me in front of the school?  You ruined my performance! Everyone was laughing!" Maddy yells at me in fury. You can see the tears forming in her eyes.

"I'm telling you! It was an accident! Cassie pushed me!" I'm crying now.

"Sure, Billie, use that as your excuse! Real mature!"

"I'm not lying Maddy!"
Back to present
"You didn't believe me, but you were still hurt." A small tear drops from my eye as I run my hand through my hair.

"Billie, why are keeping this inside?" Maddy presses, as she puts her hand on mine. "I'm the one that should feel bad, I- I didn't believe you when I should had."

I choke up, the tears flow out from my eyes. The table floods with my tears, as Maddy comes over to me. She gives me a hug telling me it's gonna be alright.
But what if it won't be alright?

Soooooo I'm totally not dead?