Her Badass Mate

Dear Diary: My First Day At School Was Horrible

IZZY POV

This was one of the most hardest decisions i've had to make in my life. Whether or not i should help my mate in this situation. Sure i hated him for marking me but because of this mate bond, i immediatly went to stand in front of him, hiding him from my brother and Wes. 

"Come on, guys. Can't we all talk about this over a cup of coffee?" I suggested, pushing myself against Dazz as i felt him make movement forward.

"I suggest you move, sister. This is between Dazz and i." Jasper gritting out between ground teeth. His eyes were darker than normal and i feared that maybe even i couldn't stop him. 

"Wes, lets go." Jesse stood up, looking perfectly fine. He was staring at Wes, watching his moves incase he snapped. After Wes ignored him, Jesse went and grabbed his arm, yanking it back. "I said lets go." Wes glared at Dazz once more before finally listening to Jesse and walking out of the room.

"You too little brother. I suggest you leave." Dazz murmered, talking to Damien. Damien shook his head and kept his ground.

"No. I'm not leaving you two idiots in this situation." He stated, taking a step forward. "Why not let Izzy decide what she wants to do." He suggested, making me nod in agreement. That was a brilliant idea!

"Ok. Go on, Izzy. Tell them you want to stay here." Dazz growled, moving me so i was standing beside him and facing all of them. I bit my cheek as i made eye contact with the floor. How will i tell him that i want to go and stay with my brother and that i didn't quite trust him right now.

"We need some space" I sighed, looking up to meet his hurt eyes. I frowned at him, hating that look on him. It didn't suit him at all. I preferred his sexy smirk that would slightly show his white teeth or his expressionless face that showed he didn't care. Anything but this!

"You can sleep in the room. I'll sleep on the couch." He  suggested, making me shake my head. Why does this have to be so hard?

"I need much more space than that, Dazz." I didn't lose eye contact as his slowly turned into a dark brown, a mixture of lust and anger.

"I think we should give them some privacy," Damien mumbled and i imagined him trying to pull Jasper out of the room.

"No! I'm not leaving my sister alone with him like this." Jasper growled. But i did need the privacy with my mate. I needed to talk to him about everything that's going on. Our last conversation was just a bunch of yelling and growling (mainly by me) and i though that was a little unfair. Thinking back to it now, i didn't give him much time to talk. I usually cut him off.

"No, go Jasper. We need time to talk things out." I mumbled, loving how Dazz' lips slowly curved up at the sides. This was much better than him frowning. And then i hated myself as realisation hit me.

I never put myself in his shoes. I never thought about how Dazz would feel about all this. He apologized and he tried to explain why he did it but i didn't listen to him, did i? I remember something he said the day before, "It was going to happen sooner or later." That was true i guess and i think that he just got restless.

And it's not a bad thing, right? Jasper and Jesse had acted like it was crime but i thought they were defending me. But the way Jasper had threatened Dazz made me know that there was something else to it. I will have to ask him about it.

"Are you sure?" Jasper whispered, in shock that i allowed this.

I broke eye contact and turned to face him. "Yes." I nodded, giving him a sly grin. "Go clean your face, you have some blood there." I teased, pointing at his face. He snarled and left the room in a flash. I'm sure he'll know that i was just kidding about that.