Little Things// mendes

Chpt: 29

Btw, I never thoroughly explained this. When Matts fist made contact with Shawns head, Shawn fell onto the cement and it gave him a major brain injury

Also, when I put the * you should listen to Little Things by One Direction.... Just saying

day before Shawn has surgery yooo

Logans POV:

"Wakey wakey Shawny." I spoke softly into Shawns ear. Today was his surgery. I was excited, knowing that he would be better soon.  I kissed his nose and his eyes fluttered open.

I heard him groan. "I wanna sleeeeeep." He said in a raspy tone. Damn.

"C'mon. You have surgery today."  I said.

"Ew. That bitch." He said, getting up. He kissed my forehead and made his way over to the shower. After about 20 minutes, Shawn was ready.

"Um... Before we go to the hospital, can we have breakfast?" Shawn asked. I nodded and he grabbed my hand nervously.

"You don't need to be scared." I whispered. I kissed cheek and he smiled. We walked out of our room and down to the street. We decided on a café down the road. Shawn ended up paying for our food, but I talked him into letting me pay for our coffee, finally.

We went over to a small table and sat there. We enjoyed our meal and just talked about the most random things, as always.

It was around 12, and Shawns surgery would start around 3. We decided to go to the park before we left for the hospital.

We arived at the park and many kids were there. A little girl around age 8 came up to Shawn and asked for a picture, which I gladly took. She was so cute. Hopefully one day Shawn and I can have a little girl like her.

We eventually made our way over to the swings, and Shawn pushed me. He was giggling, as was I. He just looked like a little boy, having the best time of his life. We just hung around the park for another hour, without a care in the world.

"Time for the hospital." I said quietly to Shawn. He had a look of fear in his eyes. He quickly pulled out his phone, sent a message, and grabbed my hand.

"Okay." He said with a smile, and we walked to the medical buliding.

(This whole thing is kind of sad lmao I remember writing this when i was fuckin 12 lmao... -2017 jenna)

I had noticed that Shawn had been sending a lot of messages today, and I didn't know who to.

We arrived to the hospital and checked Shawn in. We took the elevator to his floor, and all the boys (excluding Matt) and Shawns parents' were in the room, Aaliyah holding Shawns guitar.

Aaron grabbed a stool, and Shawn let go of my hand to walk over to the chair. On his way, he grabbed his instrument from the 12 year old.

"Logan," Shawn spoke. "I don't know how long I've known you, but since the day I saw your face, I fell in love. With everything. Your voice, your eyes, your hair, your scent your character. The way you put little kisses on my nose to wake me up early, or your strange obsession with coffee." Shawn said. Nash had out his phone, recording every word Shawn spoke.

"Logan, all your little things are what make you, you. And I could never love anyone else, but you. You have a way of lighting up my world with just one little smile. I love you Logan, and I hope you love me equally." He said. I felt hot tears running down my face, as Shawn strummed his guitar.

***
"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me, but bear this in mind it was ment to be.

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks, and it all makes sense to me.

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, you've never loved your stomach or your thighs.

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine but I love them endlessly.

(i don't wanna type the whole song so just imagine Shawn singing it to Logan and it being really sentimental bc I'm in school and I'm "reading" paper towns.)

***

By the time Shawn was done, I was completely crying. Karen whispered something in Shawns ear, and Shawn went over to Manny and grabbed a box.

Shawn handed me the cardboard and said, "Open this in 4 days exactly." Shawn said. I nodded, and he kissed my lips sweetly. This kiss was like no other one I've ever experienced, or ever will. I love Shawn Peter Raul Mendes. I love him.

I wasn't completely sure why Shawn was making a big deal out of this. The surgery would be done by tomorrow and we would be back to our normal lives.

Shawn hugged and kissed me one last time, and walked into the room where the doctor would preform the operation.

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Word count: 830
Date: 1-21-16

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