Little Things// mendes

Shawns note (34.5ish?)

My princess,

It's me, obviously. So I have something to say. I kinda know I'm gonna die. I mean, the doctor didn't tell me that, but I have a gut feeling that I'm not going to be okay. We'll see how it goes though, right?

So if I do survive I'm going to simply take this note out of the box. If I don't, well, here it goes.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I have to leave you this way. We haven't been together for long but I already love you so much. So goddamn much. I want you to know that even though I'm not here with you, I still love you so goddamn much, and I always will.

Tell my parents and Aaliyah I love them. And all my friends. I love them a lot. But not nearly as much as I love you.

I wish I could be here to propose to you, share a home with you, cuddle you, raise kids with you, and so much more.

I do realize that one day you're going to move on. And as sad as it means to me and you saying this, I want you to move on.

I want you to find another who can love you at least a fraction of how much I love you. And will treat you right. And treat your kids right.

I want you to feel again. I know that you're going through a lot without me here.

I wish I could just protect you from the world outside.

It's hard to set someone free. I know. But you have to do it for me. Please?

I love you so much Logan. Please, never forget me.

I also want you to take care of Aaliyah and all of my clothes. They probably still smell like me lol.

I love you, Logan.

~Shawn xxxxx

I'll never forget him. Ever.

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Word count: 318
Date: 2/29/16

So there won't be another February 29th for another 4 years....

I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS SHITTY BOOOOOK

um, this book took a reallllly long time to write and it was my first fan fiction EVER so... Don't judge me okay.

I'm writing 2 other books so I won't be gone forever. But I am giving myself a writing break for 2 weeks because I've been writing nonstop, holy fuck. I had to finish this book, then I made/posted 18 letters in the same day, now I'm working on Kiss Me If I'm Wrong and another book that y'all won't know about until April😏

Because my birthday is in April

And Magcon ended on my birthday

IF YOU KNOW THE DATE THAT MAGCON ENDED THEN THAT'S THE DAY I'M ANNOUNCING MY OTHER NEW BOOK AND WHAT IT'S ABOUT AND WHO IT'S ABOUT AND YOU'LL GET THE FIRST CHAPTER SO THAT'S COOOOOL

I hope you loved this book, I love you guys. Byeeee✌🏼️⚡️💖🎶🍕🍓👑💕🔥💜🙆🏽💘🐨😂😭🌮 (I also got a new phone so that's why my emojis aren't the same k bye ily)