Little Things// mendes

Chpt: 19

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(2017 jenna: I FUCKING HAGE MYSELF OH MY GOF THIS IS THE WORST THING I EVER COULD HAVE DONE TO MYSELF WHY DID I DO THIS I WAS 12, YOU'RE PROBABLY 12, I WANNA FUCKING DIE HOLY FUCKING HELL SOMEONE SHOULDVE TAKEN AWAY MY FUCKING iPOD 5 OB MY LORD)

Logans POV:

Shawn and I were alone in our room while we edited. We assumed that Matt and Taylor were in one of the others' rooms.

"Logan, can I ask you something?" Shawn eventually spoke.

"Of course you can" I said smiling. I got up over to his desk where he was editing, and wrapped my arms around him.

"Do you think we'll be together forever?" He asked with cute, innocent eyes.

"Well, you can never tell. Right now I love you with all my heart, but love changes over time. I hope we'll be together for the rest of our lives. We'll just have to see what the future holds." I said. Damn, that was deep. And with that, Shawn got up from his chair, and smashed his lips against mine. I automatically kissed back, and he grabbed my butt, making me moan, so he could slip his tounge in. He pulled away, and whispered "jump" into my ear.

I did as he commanded, and lifted my legs of the ground, to around his waste. He laid me down on the bed, and started to kiss my neck.

"Shawn," I said making him stop. He lifted his head up, and his brown eyes made contact with mine.

"Yes,"  he replied.

"Are you a virgin?" I know that was a little blunt, but I'm a virgin. Maybe if he was too, and this got more heated, we could loose ours together.

"Yes" he replied quietly, and looked down. I could tell he didn't want to be one.

"Shawn" I laughed. "Don't be embarrassed, I am too." I said, kissing him again. He then started to resume where we were before. He was kissing down my neck, about to take off my shirt, when we started to hear a door unlock. Shawn and I scrambled away from each other, just in time for Matt and Taylor to not see anything.

"Ayeeee guys, we're going to stay at Nash and Cams tonight, wanna come?" Taylor said. Matt knew that they interrupted something, and I could see fire directed towards Shawn in his eyes.

"No, we're fine." We both said in sync.

"Come on Tay, we better get going." Matt said furiously, and turned away quickly. He dashed out the door, and down the hall.

"Oh-kay," Taylor started. "I'm gonna leave. Don't let Shawn the virgin get too wild." Taylor directed toward me.

"TAYLOR! Do you need me to show you out the door?" He asked rather angrily, and shoved Taylor out the hotel room.

"So where were we?" Shawn asked, seductivly.

"Well I was going to take a shower." I said, smirking.

"What? Whyyyy?!" Shawn said, rather upset.

"Sorry, maybe after." I winked. He smirked at me and came over to me.

"Can I join you?" He asked. What Shawn didn't know was that I needed to shave my legs before we did anything.

"No. I'll be out shortly, don't let your mind get to you." I said, giggling. I went over to the bathroom, and right before I closed the door, I heard him shout, "I love you!"

His words made me melt, and I got in the shower. I started the steamy water, and put shampoo in my hair. After I washed my hair and my body, I started to take my deep purple shaver to my leg, and made what was once rough, snooth again. Damn, being a girl is hard. I shaved almost every inch of my body, and started thinking of what it would be like. You know, what sex would be like. I've only ever had 2 other serious boyfriends, and the worst we've ever done was kissed. Was I really ready to give myself to Shawn? I mean, he's a virgin, too. If he was ready to give himself to me, than I could give myself, to him. I love him, alot.

I stopped the water, and dried off my wet body. Even though Shawn would do that, later. (Oh my god what am I writing😂) I dried my hair, and ran my brush through my brown locks. I knew Shawn loved me for who I was, not for the make-up I put on my face. I decided to not pit on any make-up, because I'm only going to bed. Sorta... I knew that things would get heated again. I just knew we were going to have sex.

I unlocked the bathroom door, and went into the hall, leading to the room. I glanced at the door, and it was locked. All of the locks, were locked. Oh shit.

I went into the room, and saw Shawn on the bed, shirtless, with only sweatpants on. I was wearing an oversized t-shirt, so I guess we weren't completely naked.

I went over to Shawn, acting like nothing happened 15 minutes ago. He turned over to me, and gave me a strange look.

"Are you acting like nothing just happened?" He questioned. Damn, he's good.

"Well I wasn't sure if I made it akward. It's just that I needed to-" and he smashed his lips onto mine. He started to pull off my shirt, leaving me in just my bra, and matching panties. He started to kiss down my neck.

"So I saw you locked the door," I said.

"Yep" he said, inbetween kisses.

"You really don't want them inturupting again, huh."

He looked up at me.

"Do you want them to watch?"

"No, I'm just suprised that you care so much. No guy has ever cared enough to do anything for me."

"Well, I want my first time, and yours to be perfect." Aw. Wait, did he plan this...

He started to kiss farther down.

Let's just say, I'm for sure, no longer a virgin. Shawn has made that clear. And I made that clear for him, too.

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Word count:984
Date: 11/22/15

Um, okay this chapter was really weird😂🙈 sorry about that... Oh well. BUT OML, GUYS! I'M GOING TO JINGLE BALL IN DALALS TO SEE SHAWN, 5SOS, AND ONE DIRECTION! I'M DYINGGGG! Lol I'm watching the AMA's right now... Shawn hasen't shown up yet. But One Direction won an award, and 5sos preformed, so... Yay😂❤️ I love you guys, and I hope you enjoyed this chapter... Okay byeeee❤️✌🏼️🔥👑💘🙈🍓🍕