Little Things// mendes

Chpt: 32

Logans POV:

I couldn't- scratch that. Didn't believe Shawn was gone. How could he be? He was healthy, and perfectly fine.

After I left Shawns room, I saw all of the boys there. Mahogany ran over to me and hugged me tightly. Everyone could tell I'd been crying. Hard.

Karen and Manny were no where to be found, but Aaliyah was crying in Hayes' arms. I'd never met Hayes, because he wasn't on tour with us, but I guess he flew in right when he found out about Shawn.

Hayes was rubbing Aaliyah's back and whispering something in her ear. She just continued to sob, and he held her tighter. I'm shipping them so hard right now.(HER BOYFRIEND JUST DIED AMD SHES SHIPPING HIS LITTLE SISTER WITH SOME DUMBASS MAGCON BOY? ?? W H A T T H E F U C K)

Cameron had said he would fly in asap, but we told him it was okay if he couldn't make it right now.

Matt was also gone, thank god. I'm going to beat his ass to a pulp when I see him again.

Everyone, including me, looked so sad. I hated this. Without Shawn, there was no sun. He was my shawnshine. Sunshawn... You get the idea.

I realised that Shawn had given me a box, and he told me to open it in four days, yesterday. 2 more days, I guess.

Karen and Manny came back about 30 minutes later witg an announcement.

"So, we're already starting to plan the funeral." Manny said, sniffling a small bit.

"It will be in 2 days, in Pickering. We hope we can see you all there." Karen spoke. She looked like she hadn't had sleep in forever.

We all nodded. Karen came over to me, and whispered in my ear.

"We want you to do a eulogy for Shawn." She said. I nodded, and she continued. "Me and Manny will do one, obviously. Aaliyah will if she chooses to, and Shawns best friend, Ian, will too." I turned to smile at her, and said,

"I'll do it."

I called my dad later in the day. I told him what had happend, and that I would be flying to Canada tomorrow. He understood, and that was that.

They had already fixed Shawns body up, and put him in the casket. They would ship it to Canada later today, arriving the day of the funeral.

Manny and Karen were flying today, leaving Aaliyah here. She said she wanted to, and I didn't mind her with me. When I look at her, I see Shawn.

We all decided to go back to the hotel, and pack up. We would stay one last day tonight, and fly out tomorrow.

Aaliyah wanted Hayes to stay in our room, and because there is three beds, I said okay.

Also, with me being in the room, I'd trust Aaliyah. I feel as if I'll have to protect her from now on.

We all just got food from McDonalds, because nobody wanted to eat out.

I'd found out that Matt flew home when he found out about Shawns death. I guess he couldn't handle the guilt.

I lead the two younger kids to our hotel room. Hayes was holding Aaliyahs hand. They reminded me, of me.

As I opened the door and walked in, I'd realised that Shawns suitcase was here. Shawns virginity was here. Shawn, was here.

I started to cry again, dropping to my knees. Aaliyah and Hayes ran over to me, hugging me and pulling me to my feet. They lead me to my bed, and had me lay down.