Chpt: 9

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Logans POV:
(2017 jenna: WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THIS WEMDMCKDLCLC CAMILA IS FINE I LIKE 5H NOW LOGAN WAS FUCKIN FAKE CAMILA IS AN ACRUAL PERSON IHMS)

"You'll NEVER be good enough for Shawn, the only person he should date is Camila"

Wait what? Where am I?

"You're fat and ugly, and you suck at singing! Go die and let Camila have a chance"

Hate comments. That's what they were. But, I'm asleep... Why am I dreaming about them?

"Whore. Go burn in Hell where you belong"

Okay, I'm used to hate, but not hate like this. I mean, I do youtube amd I have almost 1 million subscribers. But nobody ever commented stuff like this.

"JUST GO AWAY! SHAWN DESERVES SOMEONE WHO AT LEAST LOOKS HUMAN!"

"NO! STOP! Please!" I screamed. But I couldn't get out. I suddenly felt something.

Shawns POV:

"Hi, Mr. Blake, may I see Logan?" I asked. I wanted to spend the day with Logan again.

"Sure, but who are you?"

"Oh. I'm Shawn. Logans... Boyfriend"

"Oh... Okay sure. Up the stairs, second door on the left"

"Thank you" I said and walked uo to Logans room. That couldn't have been more akward.

I was about to knock on Logans door when I heard crying. "Why would she be crying?" I said silently to myself. I opened up my door to see Logan sitting against the wall, crying. Oh no, did I do something? I ran over to her as fast as I could.

"LOGAN!" I said while I hugged her. She was crying harder now. "Shhh, I'm here now" she stopped crying. "Do you want to talk about it?" I said while turning her to face me. There was a long pause.

"Okay" was all Logan said. I picked her up and carried her to her bed. I layed her down and then fell onto the bed too.

Logans POV:

I told him about my dream. All the hate, the screaming the crying everything. He was quiet for a moment after I stopped talking.

"Logan?" Shawn asked

"Yes?" I sniffled

"You know I'll never love Camila the way I love you, right? She's just sime girl everyone is shipping me with. But it's not their decision, it's mine. And I ship me, with you." He than kissed me on my forehead and pulled me into him. I was facing his chest. We then fell asleep.

---------- 2 hours later----------

Logans POV:

I woke up, laying next to Shawn. I grabbed my phone and checked the time. 9:00 am. My dad had already went to work. I sat up, accidentally waking up Shawn.

"You okay?" Shawn asked in a raspy voice. Oh God he sounded hot.

"Yeah I'm fine. Sorry to wake you"

"That's okay" he said kissing me on the lips. *bzzz bzzz* (that was supposed to be Shawn's phone vibrating😂) Shawn picked up his phone and read the message. "The guys are going to the carinval in 2 hours. Wanna go?"

"Sure" I said. "Let me get dressed and put in my make-up. I took a shower last night so I don't need to take one this morning. "Okay" was all Shawn said.

I grabbed my clothes and walked over to my bathroom. "You can watch T.V or something if you'd like" I said and walked into the bathroom.

I put on my clothes. High wasted shorts, a black shirt that said "Vans" on it, and I put on my tie-die vans snapback. I put on some black vans (lol Logan realllly liked vans😂) When I was done, I opened up my bathroom door, and walked over to my vanity. I pulled out my makeupbag.

"Logan?" Shawn asked with his eyes still focused on the television.

"Yeah?"

"Why do you wear makeup? You're beautiful enough without it" I just blushed and looked down. Shawn came up and wrapped his arms around me. He than whispered in my ear, "I love you Logan. Just don't wear makeup for the day. You honestly look amazing without it"

"Okay" I whispered back. I put away my makeup bag.

"Then I guess I'm ready!" I said.

"Then let's GOOO!" Shawn said and grabbed my hand. We ran out into his car. He got in on the drivers side, and I got in the passangers. Shawn started the car and turned on the radio. 'Midnight Memories' by One Direction came on. "MIDNIGHT MEMORIES! OHHH WHOA WHOAAAAA" I sang horribly. We both laughed and Shawn continued to drive. We pulled up to a McDonalds and Shawn got out.

"You coming?" Shawn asked

"Well of course! It's food! But I'm only coming if I can pay this time"

"Ugh, fine" Shawn said. I got out of the car and went over to Shawn. He intertwined my fingers with his. We walked inside, and ordered.

" I'll have a large chocolate-chip frappe and a bacon mcgriddle" I said. "I'll have the same" Shawn said.

"Okay, that'll be $8.45!" The McDonalds worker said cheerfully. I don't know why he's so happy, I've worked here before. It sucks.

"Okay" I said while taking out my wallet. I handed the worker my money, but he said Shawn already payed for it. Shawn had our food and was sitting down. "SHAWN!" I said.

"Yes baby?" Oh my God, I can't stay mad at him when he looks so cute and innocent.

"I know I look cute and innocent!" Shawn said. Shit. "Did I really say that out loud?" I asked

"Yes you did. Now lets eat!"

---------- 30 minutes later----------

Shawn and I walked out of the resturant an got into the car. We drove to the hotel and met up with the boys.

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So idk if this chapter was good or not. Lol I know it's Wednesday and I should be in school but it's teacher work day or something so now I don't have school today! So yayyy! AND OML I'M SEEING SHAWN IN 3 FREAKING DAYYYYYSSS! Omg I'm excited. Okay, love you guys, byeee!❤️✌🏼️🎀 oh and it was Aaliyahs birthday yesterday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS AALIYAH (aka the better Mendes😂) 🍓👑🎉

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