The Life of Kayla

Something i gotta do

I was nervous. I didn’t know how to tell my Fiancée that I didn’t want to be with him anymore. This was really hard for me but I knew I had to tell him. I got out the bed without waking Eli and went out onto the patio and called Kayden.

*Conversation*

Me: Hey honey, how are you?

Husband: I’m fine babe. I was just about to call you.

Me: Awe, well to bad I bet you to it.

There was an awkward silence. Something was wrong cause he was never quiet like this.

Me: Kayden ?

Husband: Yeah, i’m here. Look Kayla we need to talk.

Me: Yeah we do.

Husband: I’ll go first. (A lot of noise was in the background) Kayla I love you I really do. I couldn’t wait to make you my wife, but I’ve been thinking and I don’t think we should get married.

Me: I was going to say the same thing.

Husband: But there’s more.

Me: Okay, I’m listening

Husband: I’ve been seeing someone else and I’m in love with her. I love you but I’m not in love with you anymore.

I could feel my tears forming in my throat. My heart dropped. I was speechless. I cant believe this is happening to me.

Me: Umm.. Okay thanks for telling me but I have to go. See you around I guess.

Husband: Kayla, I’m sorry I never meant to hurt you but we were growing apart and I didn’t know what else to do.

Me: Its okay Kayden really I understand. I have to go!

Husband: okay I love you Kayla and I wish you the best.

I didn’t want to hear anything he said after that so I just hung up the phone and broke down crying. How could I have not seen this coming? I guess we were growing apart. But when we have problems I would always talk about them. I guess it works out for the best. I sat outside thinking until Eli came and sat on the couch next to me. “You okay?” he asked. I just looked at him and tears filled my eyes. I laid on his chest and poured my heart out. I told him what happened and he rubbed my back and told me “Everything happens for a reason”. I didn’t know what to say. I just laid there and thought about everything. After about three minutes of my crying, Eli finally told me to stop crying and to get dressed cause I owed him a date. I got up and took a shower and did my other hygiene things. After I got out the shower Eli hopped in. I picked out a pair of high waist shorts, a cropped black shirt that stopped right above my naval and my bred 11’s. I put my hair in a neat bun and put some eye liner and massacra on. I put on a pair of gold hoops, three gold chains, and my black and gold Rolex. Then I sprayed my Beautiful by Mariah Carey on. I was ready to go. Eli got out the shower and put on a white beater with some basketball shorts , “We have to stop by my house so I can change.” “Okay. Lets go then.” We drove to his house and went inside so he could change. It took this boy almost and hour to change. Like really? But it was worth it. He had on a pair of cargos, a black polo with a red symbol, and his bred 11’s. I guess he wants to be like me. He sprayed on his polo cologne, out his black Rolex on and his diamond earring. Eli was sharp as a tack. “You ready now?” I asked with a smirk. “Ha yeah I’m ready lets go.” We walked out the house and got in the car. “Don’t ask where we’re going just ride.” he said. I didn’t say nothing I just buckled up and sat back. It kind of turned me on how he said that. Ooowwee that boy does things to me and he don’t even know. We drove for about 15 minutes the pulled up at the mall. Shopping! I love to shop. We parked and got out the car. “Get whatever you want, its all on me.” he said grabbing my hand. We walked into the mall and I swear all eyes was on us. But I kind of liked it. “Where you wanna go first?” I looked at him then looked at victoria secret. “Let’s go then.” I was really enjoying this. We walked in and I spotted this gorgeous Zebra print bra and matching panties. “Get it if you want it ma.” I grabbed it and headed to the counter to check out till I seen another bra and panty set. I picked that up to and placed it on the counter. Eli paid for it and we left and went to Footlocker. We got the new Grape 5s and the slides. I wanted to get the shirts that go with the shoes so we did. We paid and headed to the food court. We ate and talked. It got late so we went back to his place for a sleep over. I called and texted my mom and told her I would be home in the morning. We watched our movie and cuddled. He kissed my forehead “I got you and I promise I wont hurt you. I love you Kayla Ja’Shai” “I love you too and I trust you.” I said kissing his lips and continued to watch the movie. “I want to wait till you’re ready and I’ll wait as long as I have to.” After that I knew in my heart that I made a good decision. My life gets better everyday !