Our Generation

Screwed Up

hey sorry for the cliffhanger!! But I wanted to let you know that I will be explaining more about Jesse claiming Ahna!! So please comment and vote:)

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AHNA 'S P.O.V

I finally felt a something tugging , and pulling me back to consciousness, as if my mind was screaming wake up, there's a problem. I opened my eyes to find Jesse and someone kissing.

I gasped, I didn't even care for Jesse but my reaction was immediate. I made a noise that was somewhat close to a hiss but also sounded like a growl. So much for Jesse caring about me. I couldn't move very well because of the pain, but my anger fueled me.

I scanned the room and grabbed a glass of water that had been set next to me. I picked it up and threw knowing exactly where my target was. My throw was a little off but it still whizzed by this woman's face and it shattered against the wall, behind her. She screamed, I attempted to get up but was struggling.

"Baby don't" Jesse made a move towards me. I leaned against the little table next to me for support. "No just shut up, just shut the fuck up Jesse" I said in a voice even I didn't recognize.

He looked taken back. "NOBODY steps on my toes bitch" I spat.

"Honey I'm 29 and your 13 who do you think he wants more" "We'll I don't know who did he choose " I said playing dumb. Now she looked angry, good now I have competition.

"It's not what you think" Jesse began,

I held my hand up " shut.up" I said more calm now this time.

" get out" I said to him after I regained some control. " Jesse can do whatever he wants" she tried to do some sort of cat walk up to him. " can't you Jesse" she said. I had,had enough this time I grabbed the vase on the table.

"You won't do it" she sneered. "Hell if I wont" I laughed. "And this time I won't miss" I finished darkly. With that I released my weapon and it hit her square in the face. I now turned to Jesse who very wearily returned my gaze.

"Get out and take this whore with you" I said through gritted teeth. The woman was clutching her face "Jesse do something" she whined.

"Come on" Jesse said he sounded pissed off. Good I hope he lays into that bitch.

After they left I cleaned all of my cuts, they hurt so bad I thought I might need to find Jesse and tell him I needed a doctor. But know way am I giving in, he needs to know what he did wrong. God I sounded just like a parent there.

I pondered why I felt so strongly about Jesse, I mean I barely knew him.

But then again he feels like a brother, likes he always been there. Or like I've known him my whole life.Then i finally allowed the question that had been pressing into the back of my mind surface. Do I actually have feelings for Jesse?

JESSE'S P.O.V

After I'd left Ahnas cabin, I stood there in the dark with Vera. "Jesse aren't you going to do something" she said pointing at her blood smeared face.

"Your a nurse figure it out yourself " I said before leaving her alone, I silently wished that the redmen would find her. Even though I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy, that bitch pissed me off. I began to think about more heavy issues, I saw Ahnas scars and I knew that the redmen had gotten to her. I thought finding who did it would be a problem, but the carvings on her hand said otherwise.

A.B and R.J were the only ones I saw very clearly. I was beginning to heat up as I thought of what they did to her. At first I didn't know where I was heading but I found myself staring at the one persons cabin I knew I shouldn't be at, and that one person was Aden Bark.

AHNA'S P.O.V

It's been two days since I threw the vase at Vera's face. And I couldn't help but wonder if he chose her. As Debbie came by, as she does everyday, I told her that I hadn't heard from nor seen Jesse since the fight.

Her eyes widened, "haven't you heard dear? Jesse got into a fight with six redmen. He actually killed four but the other two got away. But our poor Jesses seriously injured, they say he banged up his head pretty bad"

"As of right now he doesn't recognize anybody, and he keeps having terrible nightmares that leave him drenched in sweat"

I felt my chest tighten, and my mouth became dry instantly. "Where is he" I asked. " he's in the ER at our hospital but sorry honey there not allowing visitors". I silently cursed as she left. Jesse was hurt because he went after the people that hurt me. I can't just abandoned him in his time of need.

When it started to get dark I, snuck out knowing that there was no way I would be able to see him while the redmen were patrolling during the day, but thankfully at night they had all the redmen looking for people out of bed.

But I guess either way makes it very difficult for me. This time I stayed on the trail knowing my feet couldn't handle anymore. I followed the signs that they always had everywhere, till I saw what I was looking for there in front of me stood the freakishly large building they called the hospital.