Our Generation

Hating him

I take a deep breath and dig my hands into my pockets as I walk towards My old cabin which I guess Jessie is living in. That's not weird at all right? It hasn't snowed yet but the air is so cold it bites through my jacket. I'm so nervous I honestly feel like puking, will he say its a mistake and he lives me and more importantly what will I do if he says that.

I'm with Lucius but I was with Jesse first and I really thought there was something there and in an odd way he reminded me of home, probably because the resemblance between him and my 'parents'. Will he want to see Buddy his actual brother and why the hell doesn't my real father even care about me. Well I guess he does run this whole place he must be pretty sick.

I knocked on the wooden door my knuckles raw from the freezing cold. Nobody answered, ugh Lucius told me he would be here. But then again how would he know? I know I shouldn't but this was my house, I turned the cold knob and surprisingly it clicked and turned. I stepped on the wood floor and heard that familiar creek. It didn't look anything like what it used to. There were vases smashed on the floor, along with my old clothes strewn everywhere.

As soon as I was in here I felt immediate danger and I'm not sure why maybe that's the sixth sense everyone talks about. Before I can get to my old room a door slams shut.

"Oh shit oh shit" I mumble scrambling over stuff to get away. But before I fully can. Someone puts there hand over my neck.

"Where do you think your going" said Jesse his breath smelled of pure alcohol. I struggled attempting to get out of his grasp.

" Jesse what happened to you I thought I was in love with you for awhile and I even thought maybe you loved me" I gasped

"Oh fuck Ahna you were my project my task my responsibility lies completely within the Sireth you were so easy to fool"

The tears were pouring down no matter how much I thought I was over him there was a part of me that hoped Lucius was lying and we would run into each others arms kind of like the notebook or whatever.

"But I may be out of a job soon so what does that leave me to do?" He said sarcastically while dragging his hand up and down the curve at my waist.

"What do you mean" I breathed out

"Well your fucking father decides that this whole thing he has going is going to hell, so he's reconstructing, I heard stricter rules are going to be set with more severe punishments"

"Reconstructing?" I whispered

"Yep, what's poor little Ahna gonna do without all that special attention" he whispered in my ear.

"Your gonna have to fight for your life, but I always did like a feisty girl" he continued.

"Umm can I go now" I said in a very small voice. He laughed so loud it echoed through the cabin.

He whipped me around fast so I was facing him.

"Kiss me" he slurred "kiss me like you used to" he said. I shook my head sobbing.

"NOW dammit" he jerked me up against his body. My lips had just pressed his when I heard a woman's voice coming out of MY bathroom wearing only a towel.

"Jesse I can't find all my clothes come help me?" She hadn't seen me yet but when she did her body was flying at me. And it was almost comical because I easily dodged it and she ran into the table. I burst out laughing but then the woman turned and it was Vera.

"Oh not this time bitch" I snarled I don't even know what I grabbed a plate maybe. I whirled around and smashed it on the side of her head. The glass shattered In my hand and on the side of her head. She completely collapsed on the ground.

"So you are getting more fierce" Jesse smirked. I walked up to him and swung as hard as I could and it him square in the nose. The blood gushed everywhere, I turned in my heel and got the hell out of there I think Jesse was in too much shock to come after me. I ran all the way back to Lucius's house.

"Lucius" I screeched as soon as I got inside.

"Yes" he said warily while walking down the stairs.

"Please tell me that, that crazy fucking psycho isn't reconstructing" I yelled my heart was in my throat.

His face dropped and he ran the rest of the way down the stairs.

"How'd you find out" he whispered.

"Oh god" I said reconstructing I was finally getting settled I. If you could even call it that.

"Ahna I'm so sorry I was going to tell you tonight actually because tomorrow your dad is coming to talk to everyone In a meeting, no one knows what's going to happen".

One day later

We were required to wear dresses so I put on a blue strapless dress that was kind of short, it was freezing so I put a black cardigan over it. I walked holding hands with Buddy. Lucius had to leave earlier because he was the leader.

When we got up there, most of the kids were already seated. That's when I saw him he was in his forties and had sandy brown hair with piercing blue eyes. I knew instantly that it was him my real biological father. I looked for the section labeled A.S, when I found it me and buddy sat down quietly.

"Okay everyone I'm going to start, I run everything and I'm sure you don't know half of everything is so let me begin" he took a deep breath and explained about the The Sireth and The Breya and The Simoa.

He explained it so flawlessly he could make the most ignorant person understand the way this complicated island works.

"But lately we've been lacking children and rules aren't being enforced so im here to redesign and organize this mess"

"First all of the three groups are joining to form one large group and everyone gets a cabin that they must stay in no switching to a different one you will have two roommates, next I will be the only leader if you don't listen to me death"

" I have an army. the redmen and I will still have them patrolling but you have to listen to them regardless of who you are, I guess the biggest change would be in this new tribe we show no mercy"

Sorry for the wait guys I made it a little longer to make up for that. So do you guys want

A. To have her somehow get back to Jesse

B let her be with Lucius