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I am lying on the grass, staring at the clear sky above. Nothing in mind and not bothering to stand up. I wish I'll stay like this forever, not forever, but when it really hurts too much. You can do it (Y/N). Don't think about it anymore. But then I decided to back to Luhan, its 3 am , and he's there playing with his phone at his bed.

"Annyeong Luhan." I whispered. He looked at me and greeted back. I sat on the floor and played with my fingers. I just don't know what to do.

"Why are you awake at this time?" I asked. "I just want to wake up early." his eyes are still focused at his phone. I stood up and thought of something to do. "Hey can I borrow this?" I held his sketch pad and pencils. He nodded and I placed it on the floor, as I lay down. I sketched the figure of a lying Luhan.

I added few more details and yay, I'm done. I bit my lip and showed him my sketch. He grinned, "You drew me?" He took the pencil from my grip and shaded the other parts. "You forgot to shade this part."

I stated at his face while he's drawing. You can do it. you can do it.

"Um, Luhan.." he hummed didn't bother to look at me.

"Luhan, I...-"

But then his phone cut me off. Damn it.

"Neh ... After school?... Yeah ... Thanks Kai!" he ended the call and stood up.

He ended the phone smiling. "What's the matter?" I asked.

"Nothing, (Y/N)."

"Fighting!" I heard him mumbled to himself. There's something, what's the matter? I poked the pencil on my chin. "I'll go now (Y/N)-ah~" he sang. He seems so happy today since that cockblocking phone call. I followed him and now he just rode with his bicycle.

I like him smiling like that everyday, but this time it's different His smile is wider this time. I wonder what's the reason why?

"(Y/N)-ah, I'm so happy today." he looked at me and smiled. I chuckled.

"Yeah, I noticed that. May I know why?" I looked at him.

"Its Yae's birthday today. And today, I'll confess to her." he blushed hard.

My heart shattered to pieces. Today is her birthday, and he will confess to her. I gulped down and I began to walk slower, Luhan left me behind without him knowing.

Luhan left me alone, he's so happy. While I'm here, walking, broken hearted.

I don't want to follow him anymore. I don't want to go back to his home anymore. I think, I don't want to see him, anymore.

Tears started to form, rolling down on my cheeks. I feel bad. I hate this life. Why did I like him anyways?

"(Y/N)-ah?" a guy sat beside me, it was Youngmin. "Why are you crying?" I keep sobbing and don't know what to say anymore. I held my chest and breathed unevenly.

"It hurts, Youngmin."

Youngmin's P.O.V

Something happened. I can't see her crying like this, she looks so fragile. Even she's crying for someone else, she doesn't even know how many times my heart has been stabbed, painful feelings and endless tears I've been through.

I remember back then, the time when I arrived in Heaven. No one became my friend. As time pass by, when (Y/N) entered my life, from a dead flower, I became a blooming flower again. Even when she's busy down there, with Luhan, I am in Heaven sitting on the grass doing nothing. There's one thing that (Y/N) doesn't know.

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