I groaned. I rolled to my side. The bits and pieces from yesterday came to me slowly. I peeled open my eyes. Light blinded me as I sat up and rubbed my eyes. They finally adjusted.
I heard creaks of the staircase being used. I saw papers scattered everywhere. I felt a moment of confusion and then it came to me. I looked through the box. But I just skimmed through everything. My door flew open and I saw my mom. My eyes met her green ones.
Her eyes went wide "Ethan, what is this mess" she asked with a growing anger in the back of her voice. My mind scrambled for an excuse. Before I could say anything, the doorbell rang. My mother sighed. "We're not finished Ethan, now go get ready for school and clean this mess up while you're at it". I nodded my head and started hurriedly picking up the papers. But something caught my eye.
A long paragraph that was bigger than the other ones that were scribbled on the yellow note pad papers.
I can only feel sadness, I can only feel blue, no other emotion can really come through, there is a void that I can't fill, but still, the thought of you still keeps me going. Your voice feeds my soul, your skin keeps me warm. Your eyes burn the little fire that lets me survive.
I can only feel sadness, I can only feel blue, but when I'm with you, I feel a little bit more.
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The Feelings
Novela JuvenilWhen she dies she comes back alive. As simple as that. Will Ethan permanently revive her from her troubles? Or will he let her rot in her own misery? Please note that this story contains, cutting, violence, abuse, suicide, and much more things relat...
