Mikey's POV
Lots of things went through my mind when Ray kissed me.
1. I didn't know he was gay
2. I didn't know I was so fucking gay
3. Why would Ray want someone as fucked up as me? He deserved so much better.
To get the gist of it, I kissed back. I wasn't aware of anything else besides Ray, not the people around me. Not even the floor, I felt like I was floating.
When Ray pulled away, a blush crept across my face when I realized we had quite a lot of people staring at us, and another amount of people gawking as they saw Frank and Gerard kiss as well.
I turned to Ray, "Why, why me? Why not someone better than me? You deserve more than me. I'm useless in most ways. Why me?"
"Because I love you, Mikey"
Gerard's POV
Ray was kissing my little brother. Ray was kissing my little brother. Ray was kissing my little brother.
I was aware of that and only that as I set our drinks on the table. I also saw they were attracting quite a crowd of people, disgusted people. I decided to do something about it.
"Hey guys! Look at this!" I yelled
I looked over at Frank and he started walking towards me. When he got there I kissed him, and I didn't fucking care what anyone else said.
"Fucking faggots!" someone yelled from the back of the room.
My mind started going to a scary place, a place I didn't want my mind to go. Whenever it went there, I did things, bad things to myself.
I was a month clean now, and it was all because of Frank and Mikey.
A tear fell down my face, and it hit Frank's nose.
He pulled away from my lips, moved his to my ear and whispered "Everything's going to be okay, Gee. I've got you, no one and nothing will hurt you now."
"Frankie?" I started shaking, I cried tears of joy realizing what today was.
"Yeah?"
"I'm one month clean"
Frank smiled and hugged me. "I'm so fucking proud of you Gee!"
Once he let go, we intertwined our hands and grabbed our drinks. I was so happy, I don't think anything could make me sad at this point.
We walked outside and waited for Ray and Mikey to follow us.
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We trick or treated a lot. Of course, we got weird stares and the occasional "faggot" but we got over it. What really mattered most was that we all had a lot of fun.
My anxiety started to build up. What if Frank didn't like the present i got him? What if he never wanted to see me again? I tried to calm myself down, to no result. At that moment we were all sitting on my couch, eating cake. We were to give Frank his presents in about five minutes. He noticed me shaking and rubbed my back.
"Well Frank, we got you some things..." Ray started, pulling a box out. Mikey came running down the stairs, handed me the card the tickets were in, and sat down with the present he got Frank.
"Guys.... You really shouldn't have gotten me anything! I haven't done anything for you guys." Frank said, blushing.
"Well too bad. You're getting them anyways." Mikey said, thrusting a black wrapped box towards Frank.
Mikey gave Frank a Bluetooth speaker, and Ray got him new headphones and a gift card to Hot Topic.
I was shaking so hard that Ray had to give Frank the envelope for me.
Inside the card, i wrote him a letter:
Frank,
I want you to know how much you mean to me. Before I met you i had crippling depression and anxiety, and now im a month clean. I probably wouldn't be here if I didn't get pushed down that day at school. As soon as I saw you, I thought you looked familiar. I pushed it away because I knew there was no way I would've known you. When we kissed, it felt so right. When we held hands it felt like we were made for eachother. Your hand fit perfectly into mine, and I knew we were meant to be. So I want to thank you. Thank you for saving me. Thank you for not leaving me.
Frank was crying. He pushed his one section of hair over his eyes so we couldn't see him, but I already did. At first I thought I disappointed him. Then he looked me in the eyes, and choked out four words in between sobs.
"I love you, Gee"
He hugged me, his tears hitting the back of my shirt. He was squeezing me hard, and I knew he wasnt letting go.
"There's something else in there." I said, grabbing the envelope. It was tear stained and ripped where he opened it.
He ripped the envelope open more so he could see what else was in there.
His face lit up and he started squealing when he saw them. He jumped around and hugged me until I couldn't breathe.
"THANK YOU THANK YOU I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK GEE!" Frank screamed as he grabbed me and kissed me.
It was a fast kiss, rushed and full of energy. It was only a peck but it still got me all blushy.
"Well what the fuck did he get you?" Ray asked.
I forgot that Ray didn't know yet, so I rushed the words out of my mouth.
"Tickets to see Green Day." Frank and I said at the same time.
"That's awesome! What day?"
"January Third."
"Maybe I could stay here... You know... So Mikey doesn't get lonely." Ray offered, a smirk on his face.
"Sure, but if you guys are going to fuck, don't do it on my bed." I laughed.
"GEE! WE'RE NOT GOING TO FUCK" Mikey screamed.
I'm pretty sure the neighbors heard him.
"Well, I'm going to Frank's house. Have fun you two.'' I sighed, standing up and getting my shoes on. Frank followed.
A/N: I'm really bad at updating. I have a four day weekend so I'll either post another chapter this weekend or before that. I didn't really know what to do for this chapter, but I know where I'm going now.
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