These Walls

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I need to face reality
I am trying, I really am
Losing her was like losing my individuality
Time to stick to the programme

Got my inner walls up
No one is gonna break it down again
Unlike my previous constructs
That left me with all this pain

I tell myself never love anyone
Trust no one
It's better to feel numb
Than develop feelings for someone

I catch myself fantasizing
About this other girl
She's mesmerizing
Never have I felt this concerned

I am afraid, no this can't happen
She cannot break my walls too
Please, I beg for a distraction
And just like that, I withdrew




Hey Strangers, this poem is about me having feelings for another girl but that I am too scared to let my guard down because of what happened the last time I trusted someone with my heart. It's scary, being vulnerable again and it can stop you from taking risks.

Anyways leave a vote or a comment below if you can relate to this. As always love ya😘

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