PHASES [Poems By Shaun Alvar]

F.a.i.l.u.r.e

Lately I've been thinking about God
Doubting his very existence
Like a loyal servant, I bow
Sad to say it was all just false pretense

So I sat there with f-aith lost
And a-nger engulfing my soul
Floating around like a ghost
Might as well end up in a blackhole

I'm i-ncapable of feeling anymore
Not even to l-ove
How can I? I'm left u-ndead in a morgue
I r-egret having rebelled against the One above

I would give anything to feel e-motion
Failure is what made me to be this way
Maybe this was all set in motion
By the One above for he will guide the astray

Down on my knees, begging God to end my misery
Silence was all that was heard
God was then no more than a mystery
Guess my prayers will be left unanswered

Hey Strangers, I have been feeling down alot lately and comtemplating if there is even a God. This always happens whenever I fail at something I do which is why failure was made into an acronym, each letter of failure representing a different word. Thought I'd try something new.

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