I like to write but I hate what I write
I like to sing but I hate how I sound
Everything written and sung out of spite
About the pain that's all aroundI hate how I like to associate myself
With people who have mistreated me in the past
I hate how I like to feel sorry for myself
To the extent, I feel like I'm an outcastI like being alone but I hate being lonely
I like the idea of falling in love but I hate how love blinds and mutes me
I hate how I still love her
I hate how I still project my delusions onto herShe isn't happy but I can't see that
I project what I want to see
And that it feeds my happiness
Not caring if her heart's a mess or not
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PHASES [Poems By Shaun Alvar]
PoesieIn life, we go through many phases, many ups and downs. Phases is a poetry book comprising of the different moments you and i probably share like Love, Sadness, Acceptance. Hope you enjoy it and all criticism is accepted. With that, thanks for dropp...