This is no update guys, I'm sorry. I just really need someone to talk to, and you're the best thing I have at the moment.
I just did something extremely stupid. I just keep on putting myself in the wrong situations, ending up with hating myself.
This happened just about one hour ago, and I couldn't help but feeling like I don't matter. I didn't care at the moment if a car had hit me. I didn't care about the people who love me, cause who really knows anything about love?
It's just our hormones running around, creating chaos. Love is simply desire, and desire doesn't last very long.
I just couldn't care less about the world around me. I want to go away, someplace nobody could find me, someplace nobody would know me or recognise me. Start over. Get my shit together.
I've got people looking up to me, people who think I'm great; but all I really am is broken. My whole human being is regret and anger, and there's nothing I can do about it.
I've never felt so disappointed or angry with myself before;
There is no need for me; and I don't want to be here any longer.
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FanfictionON HOLD UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE The golden trio goes back to Hogwarts to finish off their education, in hope to have ONE peaceful year. Find out what happens after Hermione spent her summer in Greece, where she goes through with some drastic changes. S...
