Abigail's POV
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We pull apart after what seems like hours and stare at each other.
"Are you hungry?" Ricky asks me after a few moments of silence. As if on cue, my stomach lets out a low grumble and he chuckles.
"I'll take that as a yes," he smiles and I nod. "Well, I guess I'll go take a shower, I'll be back here in an hour," he states before pulling back on his shirt and shoes and heads out the door. I don't feel like leaving the room and I took a shower last night, so I decide against taking one right now. I walk over to my closet and pull a slipknot tank and black skinny jeans. I straighten my hair and do my usual make up. I slip on my black Toms and pull a beanie on my head. I slip my phone in my back pocket and plop down on the bed. In about ten minutes, there's a knock on the door. I throw my keys in my bag and grab my black jacket before swinging the door open. Staring back at me are those gorgeous eyes.
"Ready?" He asks. I nod and pull the door shut behind me. We walk down the hall, discussing where to eat, settling on Panera. The ride there is spent in comfortable silence.
When we get inside, the warm air hits my face and I smile. I can see Ricky out of the corner of my eye staring at me, smiling as well. In just a few minutes, the cashier calls us up to take our order. We find some empty seats and they call our names. We receive some odd looks from people, but I brush it off as I'm used to it. I actually think its pretty funny, the way people will look at you as if you're the anti-christ just for the way you dress.
While we eat, we just talk about our classes and stuff like that.
"Oh, before we go back, can we stop as CVS so I can get some Ibuprofen?" I ask him awkwardly. He frowns and nods, "Of course."
We get back outside and it's freezing. Damn you Pennsylvania. We get in the car and Ricky turns the heat up. HIM plays lightly in the background and I look over at him. He looks so concentrated on the road and the look on his face is priceless. I let out an involuntary giggle and he looks at me funny which only causes me to laugh harder.
"What?" He asks, laughing himself.
"Nothing," I squeak as we pull into the CVS parking lot.
I grab the Ibuprofen along with some other things like water and text Victoria to see if she needs anything.
Hey Vic, do you need anything from cvs?~Abby, She replies within a minute or two.
No, thanks tho. Also, i wont be home tonight either sorry~Victoria
I let out a sigh and head to the cash register.
"What's wrong?" Ricky asks me and I smile at him.
"Rick dick, you worry to much," I say before laying the stuff on the counter and earn another strange look from the lady behind it. People are just so lovely. She bags everything up and I give her my money.
"Have a nice day," she says flashing the most fake smile I have possibly ever seen in my life. "You to, lady" I grin back at her and she gives me a disgusted look and I have to fight the urge to walk out of there waving my middle finger all over the place.
"Seriously, what's wrong," he asks again. I sigh thinking he would have forgotten about it by now.
"It's nothing," I say looking at the ground. I don't want to tell him I'm afraid of being alone, I don't want to sound like a baby. He gives me a look that tells me that he won't stop until I tell him and I groan.
"Fine, my roommate still isn't coming back tonight and I'm just paranoid of being alone, okay?" I breathe and we climb back into the car.
"I could stay again, I mean if you want?" He suggests.
"You don't have to, I don't want you to feel like you do," I say, but inside, I really do want him to stay, but I won't let him know that.
"No, I want to, but if you don't want me to thats okay," he says not looking at me.
"Okay," I say.
"Okay what?" He asks, smirking at me.
"I want you to stay," I smile sheepishly at him. He nods and we ride back to the dorms. When we get back we just cuddle and watch movies. Eventually we fall asleep, and for the first time in eleven years, I don't have a single nightmare.
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A/N- This is kind of a filer chapter, so sorry if it sucks. Thanks for reading, I hope you like it so far! :)
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