Abigail's POV
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Three weeks later
Ricky and I have been together for three weeks now and I have yet to tell Devin. Which feels odd because I always tell him everything. Well, he is coming tomorrow so I guess I should probably tell him then. All I can do is hope that he won't lose his shit and murder Ricky because I can't just keep this from him forever. I just got out of my last class, which I have with Ricky, and now we're riding back the dorms. I really need to get a car, and an apartment. First off, I need a job, which reminds me; I have an interview with a publishing company next week. I just have an interview for an internship there, but its amazing. They mainly publish horror books and mysteries and all that jazz.
"Whatcha thinking about?" Ricky asks me, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"I have an interview for an internship next week," I tell him truthfully, which I've come to find out is the easiest thing to do because he will bug the absolute shit out of you if you don't. I have yet to tell him about the interview, it just hadn't come up.
"Internship? For what? When did you find out? Why didn't you tell me?" He starts bombarding me with questions and I laugh.
"An internship for a publishing company called Black Casket Publishing, I found out a couple of days ago, and I didn't tell you because it just didn't come up." I tell him, answering his questions.
"That's great!" He tells me smiling.
"I'm kind of nervous, I don't know why though, it's just an internship, I won't get paid or anything most likely, but at least it will give me a head start...I hope."
"There's no reason to be nervous, you'll get the job and you'll do great," he says reassuringly and places his hand on my thigh. Kissing him and even the smallest touches still give me butterflies. I place my hand over his and my nervousness diminishes. Then comes back again. Devin.
"So, um, Devin's coming in tomorrow," I say staring out the window. I have yet to tell him that either. He doesn't say anything but nods.
"Are we going to tell him?" He asks concentrating on the road.
"I guess, I hate keeping things from him, but he deserves to know. I just hope he doesn't get mad." I say, continuing to stare out the window.
"Don't worry about it Abs, he's your brother he will understand." He says, squeezing my thigh. I smile at him weakly. Maybe he's right.
"Thanks for the pep talk Rick dick," I say to him and he chuckles. We pull into the parking lot of the dorms and race to my room. Ricky won of course, but only because he cheated. "You cheating fucktard," I tell him out of breath. He laughs and pins me to the wall. His licks his lips as they hover above mine. As soon as his lips brush mine, I catch him off guard by pushing him off me. I swing the door open and slam it behind me, leaving him outside.
"Open the door," he chuckles.
"Why?" I ask.
"So I don't fucking break it down."
"Why would you break it down?" Haha, I love pissing him off.
"Because you won't let me in."
"Oh, poor baby, that's awful. Why do you want in?"
"For fucks sake Abigail let me in the damn room."
"Or what?" I snicker.
"You don't want to know."
"Hm, well if I didn't want to know, why would I ask?"
"Please baby, let me in," he pouts. I finally give in and open the door. He glares at me and I try to make a run for my bed but he grabs my arm. "Oh no you don't," he says. He pushes me up against the wall, holding both of my hands above my head with one of his, the other sitting on my waist. I bite my lip as my heart beats out of my chest. His lips are dangerously close to mine and I can't stand it.
"Kiss me," I beg and he laughs. His hot breath fans my lips and he moves when I lean in. "Please Ricky," he smirks and bits down on his lip rings which is the most seductive face I have ever seen. My phone vibrates in my back pocket and I try to reach for it, forgetting that someone has me trapped. He laughs and reaches around with his free hand and slides it out. He smirks at me after reading it.
"Victoria won't be back anytime soon," he says throwing my phone onto the bed.
"For the love of god Richard Allen Olson, will you just fucking kiss me already," I groan and he chuckles.
"Don't worry, I'll do more than just kiss you," he growls. His lips crash into mine only lingering there for a second before they make their way down my neck, finding my sweet spot and I let out a low moan. He bits down on my skin softly and I push my body against him. I feel him against me and push him towards the bed. He spins me around, letting go of my hands which find their way to the hem of his shirt sliding it over his head. He slips mine off then goes for my jeans, leaving me in my black lace bra and underwear. My fingers fumble with the button on his jeans before I successfully slip them off. He steps out of them and looks me in the eyes.
"Are you ready?" He asks thoughtfully.
"Yes," I say and I don't think I've meant anything more in my life. His lips find their way back to mine. He lays me down in the bed gently and he reaches around to unclasp my bra. I reach down and push off his boxers then he goes for my panties. He props himself up a little higher to take in the view and I feel the heat rising to my cheeks.
"You're beautiful," he says, only making my face 100 times redder. He stares at me for a second before he realizes something.
"Fuck, I don't have a condom," he grunts and runs his hands through his hair. I put my hand on his chest.
"We can find another way to occupy our time, yeah?" I tell him and bit my lip. He smirks and without warning, slips two fingers inside me.
"I love you Ricky," I say breathless.
"I love you too Abby," he says and kisses my forehead.
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