Mattie's POV
Ugh, this is the 27th hug I got today. Im not saying that hugs are bad, just none of them were from Joanna... I hadn't seen her since the other night. It made my heart not only sad but a bit mad. I told this to Danny but all she did was tell " Maybe your period is coming." Mine had just ended and she knew.
Jerk...
I hated coming to school without Joanna. When she wasn't around, I was prey to the girls. I started getting smelly letters asking me out or for a good time. I just left them in backpack, and dumped them when I got home. I felt bad afterwards...
My mind always floated to Joanna and it would always leave me a smile glued to my face." Hey babe!!!" my ears pointed up. Joanna!!!
I turned to meet Jasmine trying to latch her hands on me. I quickly pushed away with her still finding a way to wrap her arms around me. Suddenly she was pulled... great it's Joanna's ex.
" Jaz what are you doing with Hudson? I've been looking for you." He said sneaking kisses from her lips. Talk about the Typical User and the dumb one to follow. Its true, when Jasmine is dating someone, it usually means she's using you for her pleasure and then throws you away after your play date is over.
I walked away before I threw up but a hand went into my pocket. Jasmine's number. She winked at me but I passed her giving it to West." Keep your girlfriend away from me." I said with a bit of anger.
Desperate girls are just too thirsty sometimes...
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As I walked in my house, I fell straight into my sofa loving its softness. I sat up pulling my phone out calling Joanna.Ring...Ring...Ring... Sorry the number you have.... What could she be doing? I got up to grab my keys and head out. It wasn't long before I was in front of her house. I knocked several times but no answer. I started towards my car but the sound of closing something. The mail.
I started going through finding a envelope that was for Joanna. Hospital... I ran into my car. I could feel my heart pounding.
Joanna your making me really worried. I hope your okay...
I pulled into the enormous parking lot running out of my car. I was already sweating... Ugh I don't want to smell bad." Excuse me sir can I help you?" I knew the lady was talking to me. I walked over to the blonde lady waving at me.
"I'm here to see my girlfriend. Her name is Joanna Valentine Williams, beautiful blonde hair, gorgeous blue eyes, date of birth is February 14..." " Slow down sir, she is in room 214 third floor. Here just sign as a visitor then you're done." She cut me off handing me a pen and a clipboard. I quickly signed letting me sprint to the elevator. I quickly pressed the buttons.
The elevator stopped opening the door. I walked down the hall reading the room numbers. 210...212...215. I walked back finding 214. I fixed my clothes and my hair...' Relax Mat, just knock'. I took a deep breath finally knocking. The door opened revealing the nurse.
" Excuse me young man but now is not a good time to see the patient." I could hear sobbing." Mom you said I could talk to her today. Please try and call her. I miss my Mattie," my thought went to Joanna. It was her.
"Sweetheart, she's not picking up." she explained. Fudge I left my phone at my loft." Young man please she is not ready." Joanna's mom came to the door asking who it is. The nurse argued with her but mom explained to the Nurse about me. I was finally let in, seeing Joanna. Her eyes were red, she looked like she hasn't eaten much, and she looked exhausted.
Suddenly I couldn't feel anything but sadness. Joanna cried more while I walked closer to her bed. I grabbed some tissues and wiped her tears. I was slowly pulled in an embrace. I could tell she was weak, her grip wasn't as tight as usual.
" I think we should give them privacy." Mom said while the nurse nodded. As the door closed behind them, I plant kisses all over her face earning some giggles. Her hand slid across my face wiping my tears." I'm sorry, I didn't realized." I said but she didn't respond, she simply smiled.
" Are you okay babe? I was worried something happened to you." I said making her look nervous. Did she have something that she didn't want to tell? This made my mind fill with thoughts that weren't good ones.
" I've been wanting to tell you something about. Just please try to understand." I could feel my heart going into a harsh rush.
" Mattie, I'm intersex." I sighed thank bagels, I thought she had a baby or something. And if she did, I'd prefer it to be mine. Joanna was already covering herself from shame." Hey honey, that's nothing to be ashamed about. You were born this way. If you think I'm gonna leave you because of this, I would never. I love you ..." She shifted in her head revealing that beautiful smile of hers. I rubbed her head and caressed her cheek to comfort her. She took my other hand and held it. She fell asleep.
I suddenly yawned, making me shift in the chair. I relaxed myself feeling my eyes close on their own.
A few hours later...
Joanna's POV
I couldn't sleep much, I was too happy that Mattie didn't freak out. She said she loves me. I'm the only one she wants. And she's the one I want. My eyes fluttered open to reveal Mattie asleep. Her legs were over the chair handles while she was snuggled up to the chair.
I felt myself pout. I wish I was that chair...
She looks like baby sleeping. But she's my baby.
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Hey guys, I missed you lately so I updated just for you. You know Valentines day is coming... I'm still excite even I have no one. Oh well.
Well its been a real slice, but I got to go.
Bye my lovelies...
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Her Tomboy (lesbian story)
RomanceMattie Hudson was hardly noticed until an event took place involving her and her first love, Joanna Williams. Mattie has known Joanna since she was little yet Joanna does not recognize Mattie after she's been gone throughout the years. This story wi...