Dearest love,
Did you see the universe break like I did?
I saw cosmos and stars everywhere, the same ones I saw when I fell asleep to the sound of your voice telling me that you love me.
I saw explosions of light and swirls of color. It was truly beautiful, it almost reminded me of what it was like to look into your eyes.
I could feel the energy rushing through my veins. I could feel it pulsating through me like every time you told me that you wouldn't let me go.
Did you feel it?
Did you feel the quake of stars exploding? Did you feel the rush of energy? Did you see stars explode and did you see the colors of the cosmos? Did you hear the sound of my voice when you felt that energy? Did you see stars exploding in my eyes whenever you looked into them? Did you shake with delight every time I told you that I loved you and that I wouldn't ever let you go? Did you feel any of it baby? Did you?
Or did you get sucked into a black hole?
I can't seem to find you anywhere.
Stars don't explode anymore. I don't feel any energy anymore, maybe that's why I'm so tired all the time. I don't see cosmos anymore.
My universe is broken. Or maybe this was just the crashing of our universes and then they were ripped apart.
I guess we were so caught up in watching our stars crash and cosmos swirl as one, that we forgot about our earths.
We come from separate worlds. Worlds that cannot crash together and become one. And that's why my universe broke.
The moment I took your hand into mine, our universes collided. But it ended up being a catastrophe for mine.
I'm still picking up the debris. Sweeping it all together, hoping that I can repair my stars or at least make new ones. I'm learning to paint cosmos so I have some beauty and color in my universe.
I guess what I was seeing was the rise and fall of something beautiful. A tragedy in disguise. Our universes were not meant to collide and we were certainly not meant to be one.
Your's truly,
Her