Hello there, boy I'm starting to fall for,
It's so early, we barely know each other. But from what I know I can tell that I like you very much.
Please understand that while this is thrilling, it's also terrifying at the same time. I haven't felt this way about someone for nearly 2 years.
I haven't told you much about my past relationship, but all I can say now is that it destroyed me. I had never been so emotionally stripped. I gave my everything and he just kept taking and taking.
I don't want to compare you to him, but as you may know I was madly in love with him. What separates you from him is that when you tease me it doesn't hurt like his teasing did. And when I give to you, you give back. You give back just as much, and my god that's more than I could ever ask for of you.
This warm fuzzy feeling inside me, it's starting to grow. My cold frozen heart is beginning to thaw out. I'm beginning to feel human again. I'm smiling more and it's almost odd.
I did something right for once. By that, I mean that waiting was the right thing to do. I've had quite a few suitors these past few years, and while some were tempting- none peaked my interest like you did.
I'm not saying that I'm in love with you already. But everything is reminding me of what love is, and maybe this crush could lead to something more than whatever it is that we are right now.
I don't know what's going to happen but I hope we continue moving forward.
Sincerely,
Her.
