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The 5Fazes | Jung HoSeok(J-Hope)

He won't love me so why am I here trying to look beautiful for him brushing my hair, fixing my makeup, cleaning my dress all these crazy things just to look good for him. 3words,

Jung Ho Seok.

Everybody's favorite boy next door. Never letting you down and never disappointed this is the man I fell for. He doesn't talk to me much but he often smiles at me a lot 'maybe it's a sign?' Oh don't be ridiculous HyeIn why would someone like him like someone like you.

It doesn't even make sense I mean he has everything fans, friends, family, girls, love I mean the list could go on. So why would he call me to the park? I've only seen him at the university a lot he isn't the really 'moody' type like I am.

The only time I've seen him 'mad' is when his friends won't let him have some of their food. All these thoughts are getting me down as I look at the mirror fixing my heels. Looking at my watch I see the time "5:00 not a moment to spare" I whisper grabbing my coat as I walk out of my apartment closing the door.

Walking to the cafe he wants to see me at. I smile to myself clutching on the leather strap that hangs off my shoulder helping me carry my purse. My heels clicking against the ground as I make my way to the cafe.

"Maybe he'll confess?" I smile and giggle like a little girl at my own thoughts. Arriving at the cafe I check my watch 5:30 great right on time!

Coming into the cafe I smell the delightful aroma of sweet deserts and tasty coffee in the air. Smiling to myself as I take a seat on the second floor by the window looking out onto the streets.

I check my watch an hour already passing by and he's still not here I've already finished 2coffee's and 4desert cake slices "probably just busy" I assure myself comforting the doubtful feeling that he won't come. I see the people get up leaving as the sun sets.

I sigh the clock ticking loudly telling me the time is passing. The oh, so precious time I spent getting ready, gone. "Maybe he had dance rehearsal?" I tell myself smiling to keep myself happy.

Another 2hours passes by and I pout filling my cheeks with air as I check my phone for any messages "nothing" I sigh. The time is still ticking and I slowly start to feel that he isn't coming but I can't let this dark feeling get me down right? He'll come HyeIn I promise you.

Another 4hours passed by and my eyes are on the verge of closing "mam" I hear a voice "mam" I get up slowly looking at the person "we're closing" they smile "oh" I say shocked that it's 12 but he's still not here.

I leave the coffee shop seeing as the employee locks up the shop waving goodbye to me as they drive off in their car. My phone starts to beep and I look at it seeing a Twitter notification "Just got back from hanging out with the boys about to go to sleep" I read out loud looking at the account I see its HoSeok's.

Hearing some laughter coming from the other side of the sidewalk I look up seeing HoSeok laughing as his friends push him around "yah HoSeok you shouldn't have stood up HyeIn" one of his friends confront him "why hyung? It's okay she'll forgive me like she always does plus haven't you seen? That girl would do anything for me!" He laughs not even bothering to look in front of him.

The tears pore from my eyes as go behind a tree putting my hand over my mouth "I never knew you were this kind of person" I whisper holding back the sniffs as they walk past the tree I'm hiding behind. I look at their figures as they all walk away laughing and shoving each other around. "I'll show you Jung HoSeok, you'll be doing anything for me" I bitterly clench my fist walking the other way as I hail a cab.
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Laying in my bed I debate of I should go to school or not 'lets not' a voice tells me in my head 'what if you miss something really important?' another voice haunts my mind.