A Questionable Fate (boyxboy)

Chapter 18

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Daydron

I just had sex with Kotta... holy shit... holy fucking shit. I just claimed him, marked him, and bit him. What have I done? I know I wanted this but seriously when had I ever decided I was actually going to go through with this? 

I sat criss-cross on the bed looking down at Kotta. Kotta... So freaking young. I'm practically a pervert now, right? I mean I raised him as my little brother and treated him like a son almost and now... now I've fucked him. What the hell am I gunna do? 

Kotta was just a kid. He didn't look like an adult yet. He still had some boyish features that reminded me of when I had first met him. His big bright eyes and his long silver hair that looked silky and had a slight curl to it, Kotta was beautiful and would probably get carded till he was forty. That is if he ever went into the human world. Here he'll just have trouble being taken seriously. Though if Quinn can be taken seriously I have no doubt Kotta can do it. 

I leaned over and brushed my lips against his forehead before silently slipping out of bed and leaving the room. 

I walked around the underground city looking for some breakfast to eat and bring back for Kotta. I had just spotted some early morning hunters with a fresh kill being sorted up when Keir, my closest friend, walked up and threw an arm around my shoulders.

"You been sleeping around Day? Should I be worried? I never go to long without seeing you and it's really weirding me out. It's been two days! I can't live without my best friend!" Keir says dramatically. 

I shrugged and let out a little forced laugh. "I uh... I was just with... a guy." I said stupidly. 

Which really was stupid. I am never with guys. 

Keir stopped walking and turned me to face him head on. "A guy?" He looked a bit shocked, all wide-eyed and scrunched up forehead. "What guy got your attention? Was it a runt? Cause I wont judge--"

"No." I say, wishing I could run away. Being in a relationship with Kotta would not be acceptable to anyone. But... I need to tell someone and who better than Keir. I need to get this off my chest. "It was a younger guy." 

Keir tilted his head, "How much younger, Day?" 

"Umm... a few years, like maybe eight years younger..." I shifted my eyes away and rubbed the back of my neck with my hand.

Keir just stared. And stared. When he finally spoke the only word that came out of his mouth was "Wow." 

"I know." I said.

"That's Kotta's age, isn't it? Wont that get a little weird if Kotta finds out?" He says.

I looked up at him and took a deep breath. Shit. "It was Kotta. I slept with Kotta last night."

Keir's face went form worried to shocked and then panic. "Shit Day what were you thinking! I thought you were trying to be a good influence for him, not trying to dominate him or teach him how to have sex!" Keir whispered. His voice was harsh and each word was crisp and sharp. 

"He's practically an adult! He’s had sex before so It's not like I took his virginity." I say panicking a little more.

But Keir's words made sense. I should not have had sex with Kotta. I should be trying to get him back on track with a healthy lifestyle. I should be pushing him to reconnect with his friends and to date girls his age. Or boys his age if that ends up being his thing.