A Wish Upon A Shooting Star

Piss It All Away

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Jinxx was the only one awake when I came out, he was watching TV, I ran over to him and cried into his chest.
"What... What is it Amanda?", he asked soothingly as he sat me up to look at him. He saw the bruises that were still getting darker on my wrists, neck and around my mouth, "Oh God! What did he do?".

I tried to talk but I couldn't stop crying.
"Shhh, lets go outside.", he whispered. He was afraid Andy would wake up and start something before he could figure out what was going on.

We went outside and sat on a nearby bench, then he asked sternly, "Now tell me, what did he do?".
I broke down and told him everything, as I talked his eyes widened and his face turned red with anger. When I finished he was fuming, "I'll kill him!".

"NO Jinxx, let it go! He probably won't even remember doing it! I AM FINE! Okay?", I cried; I didn't want him to do anything about it, I just wanted someone to talk it out with. He wrapped his arms around me and let me cry, holding me close.

A little while later, Sammi exited the bus surveying the scene, "What's going on?". Jinxx relayed the story; "Oh God!", she gasped just as shocked as he was.

He then made a suggestion, "Amanda, why don't you and Sammi go get something to eat, okay?" and I nodded okay. "Well, wait here and we'll be right back.", he said leading Sammi towards the bus.

"Take her out and don't bring her back until I call you. She don't need to be here when Andy gets up.", he instructed.

"Okay babe, but PLEASE be careful.", she warned him; she knows how much of a belligerent dick Andy can be when he's drunk. She kissed his cheek and we left.

Jinxx entered the bus and everyone else was up by then, except Andy; he paced a little, then sat down and waited. The guys noticed he was agitated and angry, but thought best to leave him alone.

ANDY'S POV:

I woke up and looked around. How in the hell did I end up back here? My head is pounding and my mouth feels like a desert, "Oh, I feel like shit!".
I get up, pulled my pants on, and stumbled into the lounge area.

I was blind sided, Jinxx jumped up, flew past the guys, and rammed his fist into my jaw; I fell back and landed on the floor.

"WHAT THE FUCK JINXX!", I yelled, jumping up and getting ready to plow into him. The other guys quickly grabbed Jinxx and pulled him back, with Jake standing between us.

"HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THAT TO HER!", he screamed.

It was then I realized Amanda wasn't here, "Oh God! Amanda! Where is she?!?".

C.C. and Ashley loosened their grip on Jinxx, they stared at me wondering what the hell he was talking about.

"DON'T FUCKING WORRY ABOUT WHERE SHE IS... ANSWER THE GOD DAMNED QUESTION!"

"I-I DON'T KNOW! WHAT DID I DO!?!", I yelled back, panicked.

"You basically. Fucking. RAPED her!"

"YOU RAPED HER!", Ash screamed, bowing up and stepping closer to me with his fist balled up.

I dropped to my knees, "OH GOD! OH MY GOD! I DON'T REMEMBER! I SWEAR I DON'T!".

"Well, I'll fucking remember..." Jinxx seethed, "...she told me everything!"

"Oh Jinxx, I swear on my life I don't remember! I was so drunk! You know I love her and would never hurt her!"

"You DID hurt her Andy.", Jinxx said shortly.

"Jinxx, PLEASE, where is she?", I begged.

"I sent her off with Sammi until I was done with you!"

"Please, tell me what I did, I have to know!", I asked.

"Well, you...", he began and told me everything. My God what the fuck is wrong with me!

I fell apart, "You know I love her more than my own life Jinxx, and I would NEVER consciously hurt her!".

He sighed, "Sadly... I know you do. But if you EVER do THAT SHIT to her again, she won't be able to save your sorry ass! Get Me!"

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Listening to Piss It All Away by Puddle of Mudd