A Wish Upon A Shooting Star

I Miss You

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SAMMI'S POV:

I need to talk some sense into her! I made up some excuse to leave and drove over to Starbucks. I walked in and saw Kat behind the counter, "Hi Kat. I'm Sammi, do you remember me?".

"Sure I do, your Jinxx's wife, right?"

"Yeah, that's me, anyway can I talk to you for a minute?", I asked.

"Yeah sure.", she came around the counter and we sat at a table. "So, what is it?"

"I don't know if you already know this, but Andy went to see Amanda this morning."

"Oh God!", she muttered eyes wide open.

"It's okay, according to Andy nothing happened and they were pretty calm about everything.", I reassured her.

"Whew! Thank God! I thought he would explode on her if he ever found her!... So, what is it you need?"

"Oh. I just wanted to see Aiden too and talk to Amanda, do you think she'll mind if I come over?", I asked

"I'm sure she'll be fine with it now that he knows where she is. Here's the address it's just up the road a little.", she said while writing it down for me.

"That's Kat, I appreciate it.", I said and left.

AMANDA'S POV:

I picked Aiden up and sat on the couch talking to him, "Well, it looks like your daddy found us... you're going to love him so much!" Like I do! I cooed at him.

[knock-knock]

Good Lord, it's started, I wonder which numb-skull it is now? (Trying to guess which BVB member was here now) I opened the door to see Sammi standing there, "Sammi! Oh, I've missed you!".

"I've missed you too!", she said hugging me. "Awww, is this little Aiden?"

"Yeah, you want to hold him?", I asked holding him out to her.

"Yes! I can't wait to talk Jinxx into having one of these!", she laughed while taking him in her arms.

After a long time of talking and catching up on things, she came to the point of her visit, "Amanda, tell me, why did you leave Andy?".

"Sam, when I found out I was pregnant, I panicked and it was just another problem Andy didn't need to have dropped in his lap. I can take care of both of us and he can move on, he's been doing alright without me!", I explained.

"But Amanda, he HASN'T been doing 'alright', for the last seven months he's been miserable! He only goes to the studio when they force him, he eats and sleeps only a little and mopes around constantly. All of his free time, he has spent looking for YOU!"

"But, Sammi..."

"No, let me finish! When Andy found the letter you left, he ran out looking for you all night, we all did. Then he came home and found the pregnancy test in the trash, he collapsed in the floor and cried; and he hasn't stopped crying. He thinks we don't hear him, but almost every night I lay in bed and listen to him cry himself to sleep. It's so depressing to hear him like that.", she paused then went on.

"I WISH you could have seen his face when he got the picture of Aiden you sent; I haven't seen him smile like that since before you left! Amanda he misses you so much."

"Oh Sammi, I don't know.", I cried.

"Just think about it okay? Andy needs you now more than ever.", she finished.

"Alright Sam, I'll think about it.", I agreed.

It was already dark when Sammi left, I put Aiden in his crib and went to bed. The whole night was awful, one nightmare after another. First I was running from Andy- then he drug me home- then he screamed at me for leaving- then he screamed at me for keeping his son from him.

I awoke to Aiden crying, I got him back to sleep and finally I dozed off again. This time to a wonderful dream; Andy and I were in bed making love, and it was so real I could feel it. I woke up moaning his name. When I realized it was a dream, I groaned and got up, "Oh Andrew Biersack! Why do you do this to me?".

The next two weeks were kind of nice, Andy came over when I wasn't working to see Aiden; even Sammi came by to talk when Andy wasn't around. I'm still trying to decide what to do though.

I keep going over what Sammi told me and weighing out all the possibilities; but I just don't know.

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Listening to I Miss You by Blink 182