To Have Never Loved At All

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You have got to let them go, if they want to leave.
If she wants to stay she will, if she comes back it was true, if you don't hear from her again it never was real. 

Thats how you made me feel, the constant back and forth, the games we would play has ultimately led us to where we are now.

You sit and wonder, it's like you have forgotten for a bit then it hits you........ 

One day, two days, a week, a month and it continues, these feelings grow and grow but she still hasn't hollered.

No words, no face to face, all that remains is memories of what you once knew, she gave you the greatest feeling you had every felt and she took it all away from you.

You felt like maybe things would change, life would turn to the better, you let her come in when everyone else was told to stay outside looking in..

Shouldve kept the door closed so that you were not left like this... Hurting.
I mean again....

Again, I have to feel this pain, this anger, this torment when what I want I can't have and what I have is nothing.
It's not fair.
I wanna play in your hair, I want to feel your sweet touch, your embrace, I can't explain how the way you hold me so tight, I seriously love that so much.

I've been here before, I've had to brush myself off after great Falls, but it makes me wonder all over again, should I be happy that I loved her or would I have been better of to have never loved at all.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 29, 2017 ⏰

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