With you- a george shelley fan fiction

chapter 6, Jess' p.o.v.

Authors note: so I just wrote this and it deleted itself ,niceee. Comments votes? Please? ♥

I glanced over to the park entrance searching for George. My stomach began performing somersaults as thoughts raced through my mind. Was this the right thing to do? I didn't want to face anymore hurt. But my feelings for George were too stong, I had never felt this way about anyone before, when I was with him all of my troubles dissapeared. As I neared the park I spotted the messy haired boy, his hands in his pockets ,staring at the ground lost in his own beautiful thoughts. He lifted his head up, showing he was aware of my presence. I didn't know what to do, did I shout at him and make the first move or did I let him shout first? My nerves took over me. But I didn't need to worry because George made my decision for me.he ran up to me embracing me in a tight hug, I breathed in his scent and smiled to myself. As we pulled away I was taken by surprise. Instead of the smile I was expecting tears rolled down his cheeks, his brown eyes impossible to read. George was crying.

"George!" I shouted. "Are you okay?" I hugged him again, forgetting everything that had went on the past few days, seeing George upset killed me.

"I've just missed you Jess, I've been so confused without you, I guess these tears are all the stress I have been feeling when you haven't been by my side." He wiped his tears off his cheeks and forced a smile. This boy killed me. It made me realise that when George said he cared about me he actually did mean it. These weren't for himself or anyone else. George was crying these tears for me. I paused for a second, remembering the things George had said to me that night.

"Did you mean it when you said you would hurt me?" I asked unsure of what he would say. He put his arm around me and began walking.

"Jess, I am a strange person who has hurt people in the past, but being away from you has made me realise that I would never dream of hurting you. Without you ,I'm nothing." He admitted causing the butterflies in my stomach to flutter. I snuggled into him and shivered, the sun had gone in and night was fast approaching.

"How would you like to come back to my cousins for the night? He won't mind." George looked down at me, smiling.

"I would love to." I replied looking into his brown eyes.

The room me and George sat in was comfortable and well furnished, with two sofas and a huge double bed in the centre. The complete opposite to my bunk bed in the orphanage. We sat on the bed for hours talking about anything that came to our minds, when George asked the question I had wanted to hear for so long.

"Jess," he nervously played with his fingers. "I know I told you I would hurt you and we have only just made up, but will you be my girlfriend?I promise I will make it right." He asked looking at me with a hopeful glint in his eyes. I didn't answer Georges question. Instead I leant over so my nose was pressed against his and bit my lip, teasing him. George groaned and went to speak again.

"So what do yo-" he began but his words were cut short.

"Shut up and kiss me." I smiled to him. Our lips collided and fireworks set off inside my stomach. George ran his hand through my hair, entangling his fingers into it and lightly pulling on it as we deepened the kiss. I pulled away and stared into his dark pools, they stared right back at me sending a chill down my spine.

"I love you George Shelley." I told George, as we sat on the bed our fingers entwined.

"I love you too Jess Parker." He sad as he played with my hands.

"Forever?" I asked him.

He smiled' "forever is a long time Jess, but I wouldn't mind spendning it with you." He said.

That night I fell asleep in Georges arms. That night I felt more safe than I ever had before.

Hold my hand I'll walk with you my dear.