The Celibacy Club | Dirty MAGCon BoyxBoy

11. Being Used

T.CANIFF

10:10 AM

"Ta-Taylor. Taylor!" He moans in my ear when I grind against him. His legs in between mine as I raise his arms over his head, allowing myself to see him squirm with an easier access to his neck to nip on.

I continue the friction between us even more by pushing my body against his and thrusting forward.

I take my hand away from his arms and put them on his waist, letting myself move back a few inches to see his reaction.

His head tilt, eyes shut, with his lips parted. I feel his leg jitter as he clutches onto my biceps. "Oh what's this feeling!"

Shawn's grip becomes tighter as he pants and let's out soft moans. I back away and put my hand on his dick and rub up and down.

"You done?" I ask, smirking. He nods his head and makes it fall in my shoulders. I stand silent listening to his inconsistent breathing.

I feel him bite my shoulder and his breathing calms as he breaths through his nose.

"I'm good. Oh my god. What did you do!" He says hitting the back of my head.

"What do yo mean? Didn't I make you feel good." I put my arms in his waist and pull him close. "Didn't I? What's wrong with that?"

"I'm not a virgin anymore then!" He yells at me. I begin to laugh and he only tries to hurt me again. "No, Shawn! You still are."

He stands with his arms crossed and stares deeply at me. "Shawn, you're still a virgin. You've lost that platform once you stick it in someone. All I did was touch it. But not even touch it, it was palming and grinding." I mention.

"Oh. So we just masturbated with each other?" Shawn says innocently. I nod. "If you want to put it that way. It's not bad, you've never done it to yourself before?"

"No. I haven't. And right now, my pants feel weird. Did I pee because it felt so good?" I can't help but bring his face close and kiss me.

"Shawn. You just came. It's cum, seamen, whatever. Your dick juice." I laugh and he just stares at me. "Like when I would make babies."

"Yeah but you're gay so I don't think you'll make babies. Shawn." He nods and begins to open the door but I close it.

"Wait. Are you going to clean yourself up?" I ask with concern. "Uh. I guess. In the bathroom right?" Shawn is a goof.

I don't like him. He's just fun because he's innocent. This is amazing. Weird kid.

"Okay. Well. Just clean up in here. It is a supply closet. And, I'll see you at your next meeting on Wednesday or Friday." I slowly open the door and look around before leaving.

I walk out like nothing happened but I've got a stiff member still from earlier that I'm trying to over up by holding my beanie in my intertwined hands.

I've got a few minutes until break end so I walk around curiously looking for my friends.

I see Cameron looking really mopey as he sits alone on a bench. "What's up guy?"

"Well, to be blunt, I like two guys but I don't know which one to go for." He tells me. "Can I know who?" I ask him curiosity.

"You can't tell anyone. Alright. Don't." I nod and stick my pinky out for him. I promise I won't tell, who would I anyways.

"Nash likes me. I like him yeah. Hush. But I also had a really good, heated session with Matt one time and almost sucked his dick." He tells me.

I stare at him just wanting to laugh. It's honestly hilarious to me. "Want to know something? It'll be even with you. It's a similar story." He hums in response. "I made Shawn cum."

Cameron just laughs at me and hits the back of my head the way Shawn previously did.

"So are we just falling for these celibacy kids now? I don't want to hurt their dreams but they're are some cute kids with innocent minds. They're so determined too." Cameron says so with a lot of passion.

I sit back and agree, "Thing is, I don't like Shawn. I like making him hot and bothered but besides that, nope."

"Well. I hope you're going after the right guy. Choose the one who makes your heart melt dude, is what most people would say, and I feel like it's something I should say. But you know, my heart says differ from my mind. And what I'm thinking is choose Matt because he undressed for you." I grin and offer my hand to get up from the bench.

"Love you Taylor. It's terrible, yet, good advice babe." And with that we walk to class calm.

1:59 PM

"Hey! Want to have another night soon?" Sammy says as he wraps his arm around my waist by the end of lunch.

"Uh. Maybe not. I haven't been feeling that lately." I tell him. Truthfully, I've actually grown to like the teasing and touching but not actually sticking anything in.

Sammy is still wrapped against me and I see Shawn while walking into class. He's frowning and a look on his face almost makes me feel terrible.

I quickly let go of him and sit next to my class partner. "Hey, Jacob." I wave softly. "Hi."

"Do you really like Jack Gilinsky?" I ask curiously. He shrugs. "I think he's using me. I use to like him before but he doesn't really show any affection unless we're near other guys."

I frown, upset at the thought of me 'using' Shawn for selfish reasons. It's not selfish, I like to make him feel good but I like it because it makes me laugh.

"I'm sorry. You shouldn't talk to him then." I tell him truthfully.

"You're pretty cool Taylor. I was always pretty afraid to talk to out in the past."

Why does everyone say that, if only they would know I'm not that bad.

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yo, I wrote 7 chapters today holy poop, also figured out an update schedule, posts every Monday & Wednesday (and if I feel you guys commenting a lot, I'll do it Friday's!)

January 31, 2016