The Celibacy Club | Dirty MAGCon BoyxBoy

1. Break Apart

N.GRIER

7:39 pm

"Cameron... " I moan against his neck. His hand reaches down for my butt but I grab his hand quickly and place it back to my upper hips. "Stop. Or I will stop." I look away, my eyes threatening his.

Cameron kisses me a few times more then pushes me off him, roughly at that too. "I gotta go." He stands up and zips his jacket fully, covering some red marks on his chest.

I cross my arms. "You can't possibly be mad! I told you the cons of dating me. I told you, I can't have sex with you! Ever." I shout at him.

"Well what, I can't at least put my hand on your butt? Damn it, Nash." He throws his arms up then grabs my door knob, escorting himself out with a loud slam.

My six month relationship down the drain right. I've been dating Cameron for quite some time now but nobody knows. I literally mean that. Not even my friends.

It does hurt and it gets sort of hard, on both our cases but that's it. I've warned Cameron that nobody can know, and that we can't do anything too intimate.

And if he wants to leave, well I'll be devastated but oh well... I guess it's the way it has to be if he can't understand my pact with my pack.

"Hey. Shawn. Cam- I mean... Can I, uh. Can I copy your homework?" I ask Shawn through the phone, not really meaning it. I was going to tell him that Cameron is upset with me but then again, he doesn't know I'm dating him.

Every time Cameron and I have an argument, I'm left to figure things out on my own. It's sad when you can't vent a problem but the only person you have is the person who's causing problems.

8:02 am

I'm late to school. I was stressing over the problems with Cameron.

"Nash. Morning! It's our first day with the newbies in Celibacy Club!" Shawn texts and I can already see his excitement, I read it like he was screaming in my face.

When I get dropped off at school, I see Cameron. He cocks his head in a certain direction, in which I follow.

He looks around left and right then walks into a room and I follow. When I get there I see that it's the supply closer.

"Hi Cameron." I say kind of half heartedly. I don't like knowing I have to say good morning to my boyfriend in secret. "Nash... I think that we should um, take a break. Don't you?"

Heat rushes to my head as I use my hands to push his chest, "It's because I'm celibate! That's fucking why!" I push him again. "You were probably only in it for one thing. What? Six months of just being with me and now you're finally tired. I told you this was going to happen. I'm celibate and you can't change that."

I storm out of the room and bump bodies from a few people by the door. I turn around and see Cameron wiping his forehead getting out carefully.

Fuck that kid. Well no, I can't.

I might as well date one of my friends from the club because that way, at least I know our intentions are the same.

I walk around the corner and see that Matt is talking to that Carter guy. "So. What plans do you have today!" Matt asks innocently, trying to lean on Carter.

"Uh, besides going to your club, nothing. So. Bye!" Carter scurries away, like he literally doesn't care about Matt's company.

I laugh and walk over to Matt. "Do you like him or something?" I ask him. "Eh. I mean, he's really innocent and I'm hoping his innocence will rub off on me, you know?"

"But Matt. We are all innocent. Especially Shawn. Why don't you get him to rub off on you or whatever you say. It sounds weird anyways." We walk the halls and he says how he wants Carter not Shawn to teach him how to be less of a horny rhino.

First period bell rings and we head to class. I take a seat by Shawn. "Hey. Kid." He whispers. "I heard you got out the closet with Cameron."

I glare at him. "Don't ever, never, never ever, speak of that again. I hate him, okay?" Shawn clears the lump in his throat and nods.

"Well he's coming your way, so what are you going to do about it?" Shawn tells me and I look upward.

He takes my hand and drags me out the room with force. Technically I can't be in trouble because the final bell hasn't rung yet.

So I just let Cameron drag me out without complaint, once I do get out I'm slamming him against a locker.

"Yes?" I ask rudely, wanting to get this conversation done with.

"How I see it is, we either break up or we get married. Do you see that happening?" Cameron asks me.

"You came here to confirm with me that we'll never get married? Right, thanks Cameron." I turn the direction to my class but he only twirls me into his arms.

"I'm saying I don't want to loose you. At least not right now. So can we still be together?" I get this giddy feeling in my stomach and i can't really speak. Cameron still wants to be with me. "The only reason why I said we needed a break earlier was because, well I thought it would be better for you, but I see you still care so I'll stay."

I throw my arms over Cameron's shoulders and bring him close. "I guess your still my boyfriend."

I remember the secret and push him off and straighten my clothing. "I mean, see you next period buddy." I clear my throat and walk back to class.

"What was that all about?" Shawn and Matt say in synch. I shrug, trying my best to falter the grin on my face.

See, I can so be celibate until marriage.

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