Chapter 15- Fix a Heart
Madisons pov
The car ride home was silent. Not even crying was heard. We all muffled it into each other. I was currently
crying into Nialls armpit. It doesnt smell that bad though. I am just short compared to him so I was in his
armpit. I am thinking about sleeping in Harry's room tonight. I am not ready to let go. Of him. Of his
presence. His everything. Liam and Louis found a song to fit the moment. I love this song very much. Harry
used to sing it to me after I got back home.
"Its probably whats best for you, I only want the best for you, and if I'm not the best then you're stuck.
I tried to sever ties and I, I ended up with wound to bind, like you're pouring salt in my cut. And I just
ran out of band aids. I dont even know where to start. Cause you can bandage the damage, you never
really can fix a heart." I cried more. My stomach groweled rather loudly letting everyone know I was
hungry. They laughed and said it was the babys getting angry. Well hey, they learn from the best. When
Harry was mad he growled like Bambi. It was adorable. But thats all gone now. All of it. I should probably
call Anne. I just thought of that. I pulled my phone outand looked for her contact.
"Hello?" She answered. Well here goes nothing. 'Hi Anne.' I said trying to stop the tears so I could talk. "Oh
my goodness. Madison is everything ok?" She asked. How was I supposed to say this? 'Well, um Harry killed
himself. So no. I wanted to call you so bad. I need to talk to you and Gemma and I havent been able to so
when this happened I obviously had to call you.' I said. I was crying harder saying it. I decided I should
probably either go there or buy them plane tickets. We needed to see them. I heard crying on the other
line. "Wha- what happened?" She asked. 'He proposed at dinner and I wasnt ready and said no and that
maybe in a few months I would be ready. He ran out of the restuaraunt and I felt like I had been stabbed.
So I walked home and wanted to talk to him when I got a call from Liam saying he was picking me up
and taking me to the hospital and told me he had cut himself so many times. He was in a coma when we
got there and I was in the room for like 3 minutes and it was to much so I went to call you when I was in
the bathroom but forgot my phone in the room. When I got back his heart moniter wasn't beeping
anymore and-' I started crying hard again. Telling the story was hard to tell even. I heard man sobs escape
her mouth through the phone. 'I want to buy you guys plane tickets to come here to London. I need you
guys here. I want you guys here.' I said. Niall held me tighter. Right now I dodnt care wether it was Niall
or a grizzly bear, I needed a hug. "I can buy my tickets, I dont want you to have to." I shook my head.
