I isolate myself, now its as soon as i get home im on my room, lights off, music loud, candle lit, and my computer.. My mom believes that its just an excuse to do homework in my room but i really just dont want to be around anyone when i get home.. i could be a really happy person at school but when im home i get really depressed and its because of the atmosphere. All of the fighting and our family separated in different rooms and just the mood of everyone depresses me, i WAS 5 months clean until just a little bit ago.... Sometimes i just feel like if im gonna isolate myself then maybe not being here at all would be a perfect option BUT i love my friends and i couldnt imagine leaving them or scaring them again if i decided not to go through with it... But most of the time i cant handle everything, the bitches at school, the stress, the fighting, and people in general. And now i have no clue what to do.. Except for ask the question, Why me ? I just cant stand walking around everywhere like everything is okay cause its not and for some reason it seems like my friends dont care even though i know they do ... Im confused ..
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Why Me?
Teen FictionThat book cover ya thats me being awkward...hey im Tristan,okay so lucky for you alot of shit goes on in my life on a daily basis, its kinda funny (sometimes), sad (most of the time) and i get pretty annoying. So if you ever think your life kinda su...
