Useless and Unwanted ..

part 12

Buzzz Buzzz Buzzz! I'm woken up by the sound of my alarm clock going off. I've decided to start getting up earlier so that there is no way I'm late for school. I climb out of bed walking to my dresser to grab some clothes. I opened the drawer and grabbed an outfit out and start making my way to the bathroom to take a shower. I reach the bathroom walked in and flicked on the light, shutting the door behind me. I set my clothes down on the counter grabbing a towel out of the cabinet. I hang the towel on the towel rack and begin taking off my clothes. Looking at myself in the mirror noticing old bruises going away and new bruises forming. I sigh and make my way to the shower turning on the water and stepping in. Feeling the warm water flow down my body tears start flowing out of my eyes. This isn't the life I chose to live; why must I have to live this way?

Removed from my train of thought when my stupid dad started banging on the door. "get out of the shower now you stupid slut!" he screamed. I sigh turning off the water grabbing my towel from the towel rack. I quickly get dressed and put up my hair. I grabbed the face makeup to cover up some bruises that were on my face and I quickly head out the bathroom door to my bedroom to get my school bag. I grab my school bag and head down the stairs and out the front door. I Didnt speak to my dad or step mom. I have nothing to say to them. Nothing at all. I start walking down the street heading to school really excited for once in my life. Kaleb was meeting me outside of the school and we were gonna walk to class together. With all the things that happen in my life. All the things that go wrong I feel that this is a plus. something to look forward to. I finally made it to the school looking around to see if I see Kaleb and there he was waiving at me. I smiled and waived back and walk towards him. once I reach him he gives me a little kiss on the cheek and we headed into the school.

Classes went by so fast today. Before i knew it the bell rang to dismiss class. Its been about a month since Kaleb and i first started talking. Things are going great with him and I. He's sweet and nice and he doesn't rush things. He is exactly what I need right now. finally a positive in my life.