Useless and Unwanted ..

part 13

*** I usually dont write at the beginning of these but I wanted to dedicate this part to an awesome person who is always reading and voting my story. she comments always telling me what she thinks and how she feels about what I write. She also gave me the spotlight of her top writers which I am really thankful for. thank you @janisRoss :)***

I head home from school walking thinking about Kaleb. Thinking about having him in my life and how it would be so great having someone who doesn't treat me like I'm worthless and take advantage of me. Ever since my mom passed I've hand no one. No one to talk to. No one to be close too. No one to love me for me and not what I can do for them.

I make it home walking through the front door to find my dad sitting on the couch waiting for me to arrive home. "you think that you can just walk out of the house in the morning without even saying one word? huh slut ?" , he yelled. I ignored him. I Didnt know what to say. This made him mad and he came walking toward me. "you can't speak now slut?" he said whacking me in the face. I stepped back stumbling from his punch. Tears streaming down my face as he takes yet another hit to my face. This time causing me to fall slamming my head on the coffee table on the way down. "you have no one on your side. no one likes you!" he screamed. Tears now pouring from my eyes I run upstairs to my bedroom to my bed and crawl under the covers crying into my pillow. What kind of father says that to his daughter ? "get your lazy ass out of bed!" my dad screamed. I tried to get up out of the bed but my body just wouldn't move. My dad came over to my bed and punched me across the face. grabbing my face caressing where he just punched me tears flowing out of my eyes. He jumps on the bed on top of me. punching me multiple times. I could feel my eye lids becoming heavy. His hands rummaging all over my body ripping at my clothes. I tried to get away but his grip was too tight. I could feel him shove himself inside me. silent yelps escape me as I try pushing him away causing him to slap across the face. He kept thrusting himself in me. Harder and Harder. The pain was unbearable. I turn my head over crying. I notice someone in the door way. oh my god! I can't believe it !...