Useless and Unwanted ..

part 21

Why do I always do that? I bring trouble to everyone I care about. Kaleb is going to hate me now. I just know it. . .

it's my fault that he got involved in this situation and it's my fault he got beaten to almost near death. No wonder no one wants me. I'm worthless, I'm useless, and I'm unwanted. . .

I could feel slow and sudden sobs escape my mouth. I just couldn't hold it in anymore. All the tears. All the pain. I was bout ready to burst.

I am so beyond tired of all of this drama. No one should go through this. I just want my mom. I want Kaleb. I want to run away with them and never have to deal with this shit anymore.

I can't go another day in this crap!

I sat there still wiping the blood off of kaleb's poor battered face. Blood kept flowing endlessly from each open wound.

More and more tears rolled from my eyes as I saw how hurt and helpless Kaleb was. . . . . . . .

Footsteps made their way into the open door. . . .

I looked up from Kaleb's face only to find my horrible father back again.

"Dad, please don't hurt Kaleb anymore!", I begged. "Oh I'm not here for Kaleb this time.", he smirked.

He made his way over to my mom who had fallen asleep at some point during all the chaos. Once he reached her , he jerked her waking her up from her sleep. He began untying her arms from the rusty old water pipe. Ripping at her clothes, he turned to me giving me and evil smile.

ughhh I hate him so much! I never ever thought I would say that about one of my parents but I was wrong. He gives me so many reasons to hate him. I will never be able to forgive him. !!..

I remove myself from my own train of thought to focus on what my dad was doing to my mom.

He tore her clothes off and began unbuttoning his own pants and shoving himself inside her. He kept his eyes directly on me the whole time. With each thrust he made I just wanted to attack him. I know I couldn't attack him though. I wouldn't even have a chance. It would just cause me more trouble. .

He had finished up with my mom and I knew that it was now time for him to take his turn with me.

His eyes still focused on me, he looks up at me laughing. Clenching my teeth I roll my eyes at him. He gets up and makes his way over to me. I tried jerking away but that Didnt help. He ripped off my clothes and shoved himself inside me going harder than ever. I felt like he was ripping at my insides. it hurt so bad. Tears flowing from my eyes from the pain. You would think my pain and tears would make him stop but it just made him go even more. you could tell he got off on making me miserable. I just wanted him to be done already. ..

With each recurring thrust more tears and pain flushed throughout my body. The pain was unbearable. I could feel myself begin to weaken. My eyes began to get heavy and I could feel myself passing out.

My eye lids were almost completely closed. .

I heard a loud moan and I felt my dad escape from my body. I was so relieved. I tried to gain my composer as I felt my eyelids opening back up. Once my eyes had fully opened I looked around to see what happened. I saw my dad passed out beside me. I looked up and noticed Kaleb standing on top of my dad with a 2 by 4.

Kaleb must have knocked him out when he saw my dad hurting me. .

This was our chance to escape. We could finally be free!