Useless and Unwanted ..

part 4

I wish that I could stay at school all day. It's so much better than being at home constantly getting yelled at and hit. School days go by so fast. Before I knew it, it was time to dismiss school and of course I have to walk back home. which I am okay with because it means more time away from my horrible father and step mother.

I begin to walk back home. kicking rocks running so many thoughts through my mind. wishing that my life would be different. Wondering why this has to be my life. wondering what I did to deserve this. ughhh I will never know.

I finally arrived back home. hesitantly opening the front door scared of what might occur. I walk in and my dad comes up to me screaming. "what took your ass so long? were you being the little slut you are? stupid cunt" he punched me across the face making me stumble in my foot steps. tears began streaming down my face. I could feel a faint bruise forming on my face. I catch my balance but before I could walk away he punches me again. causing me to fall. I stood back up holding my face, tears running down my cheeks. I walk away from my father. I head upstairs only to find my horrible step mother up in my bedroom waiting for me. I open my bedroom door and there she was sitting at the edge of my bed..