Poetry From The Mind Of The Loving

Waiting

I've been waiting forever it seems,

For someone to see the real me.

Behind all the jokes and lies,

The real me hides and cries.

I have been waiting for someone to hear my silence,

To make me speak.

I'm always afraid my voice won't be heard,

So I give up my say in the world.

I've been waiting for a way to change the way I feel,

To make things seem less surreal.

But every time I try to walk away,

My thoughts are the ones who betray.

I've been waiting forever it seems,

To forget all these useless memories.

Now whenever I think of how things should be,

All I see is you and she.

I've been waiting to feel as if I'm alive,

Instead of feeling like I'm dying inside.

No matter how hard I try,

They can't hear me cry.

I've been waiting forever it seems,

To forget about how things used to be...