How are you, Beautiful?

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"How are you, Beautiful?" I say, while pressing my lips against hers. I hadnt kissed her since i picked her up from the hospital earlier, so this moment was needed. Carla was still very fragile, so i still needed to be gentle and soft with her, in fact i always was. "Mmm, so much better now your here" she replies while pulling away from my lips for a second. They then crashed back onto mine, leaving us passionatley kissing for what felt like seconds but it was infact, 3 minutes. "Hey, why dont we watch a movie tonight aye?" I say while i look into her gorgeous emerald green eyes. "what movie do you have in mind?" she smiles while continiuing to look up at me. "hmmmm why dont we watch Mr bean?" i laugh. I always had loved mr bean, ever since i was a kid, and since ive been with Carla i havent actually watched it. "Mr bean?!" she laughs. Maybe she wasnt interested in it. "We can watch something else, i dont mind, as long as we have popcorn" i explain as i place a kiss on her forehead. "No, no i love Mr Bean, i just never expected you would" she laughs once again. "Well, you thought wrong, didnt you" i smirk. I leave Carla sitting on her breakfast stool and head into the kitchen to find the popcorn. "Well how about i put the movie on, while you get our popcorn" Carla suggests, but i was having none of it. "No sweetheart, your going to grab a blanket, and get yourself comfy" i told her. She gave me a look. "your getting a bit bossy Tilsley" She smirks. "got it off you" i laugh. She laughed at my comeback, probably knowing it was true.

We were both sat laughing at Mr bean placing Toothpicks in his eyes to keep them open. The movie was almost over and i could tell Carla was exhausted, she kept trying to move into a comfy position but i could see she wasnt succeeding. "Hey, come here" i whipser. I place the popcorn on the coffee table and lay down on the couch, i pull her gently onto my chest so she could sleep. As she lay her head down, she traced her fingers along the rim of my tshirt. "Nick?" she asked. "Yeah?" i reply as i run my hand softly through her hair. "Have you ever thought of having children with me?" she asks randomly. I was not expeecting that, but i wasnt annoyed, i was happy. "Do you want the truth?" i say calmly. She then lifts her head up so she was looking into my eyes. "Its a no isnt it" she says bluntly. My heart sunk. How can she doubt herself like she does. "Carla, i was going to say yes. Ever since we were sat in the bistro, and you were consoling me over ericas misscarriage, and you were talking about your little girl, ive known. Ive known that i want you to be the mother of my children" I said to her. I could see tears forming in her eyes, she then smiled at me. "Nick.." She said as she was trying not to burst into tears. "Hey, come here" I say as I pull her back down onto my chest. I could feel a patch on my shirt become wet and I knew, I knew she was crying but I never brung it up, I just let her cry while I held her close, letting her know she's got me. We lay in silence for a few minutes, it was a comfortable silence, not an awkward one. "Have you really wanted a baby with me since that day?" She asks, shock laced all throughout her voice. "Yes, it was just the way you were talking about your little girl, and how you were so understanding of my situation and how I felt, I just knew, I knew that you would be an amazing mother, and I knew that my feelings for you grew even more that day" I explain to her. I loved vulnerable carla, the one that would cry into my arms and tell me her problems, and that's exactly what she was like with me now. "Nick, your making me cry, will you stop" she says in a quiet cute way that made my heart melt. I smile at her as she was laying peacefully on my chest still. "You know what, I've never wanted kids, not ever, but when I went to the abortion clinic to get rid of mine, I couldn't do it, I just couldn't end a little baby's life, so I grew to love it and when I went for my first scan, peter never showed up and I was so scared nick, I was new to it all and I just wanted someone with me you know, but when they told me it was a little girl, I fell inlove. I wanted her more than anything but now she's gone, I have met the most amazing man, who would be an amazing father, so what do you say Nicholas? Baby Tilsley?" She says. My heart broke. She was so inlove with her daughter and it was taken from her. I wanted a baby and I wanted a baby with her, nobody else. "I think baby Tilsley is a great idea, only if your sure though" I say while I place small kisses into her hair. "I'm sure, I love you you know, and if we are gonna spend the rest of our lives together, we may aswell make it the best we can" she says as she leans her head into mine and kisses me on the lips gently. "I love you, and I'll love you forever" I say as I place my head against hers.

This night was perfect. We had decided on having a baby together, and yes I've always wanted a child, but Carla deserves this so much and I will always do what makes her happy. This baby wether it be a boy or a girl will be loved unconditionally by Carla and I. I have always wanted a wife and kids, and I'm finally getting that with the love of my life.

A/N Soooooo that was a carry on from Monday 1st February episode, I hope it was okay. It's not my best but it's something isn't it😂 make sure to comment your opinion on it and don't forget to vote ❤️

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