An Unforgettable Night

Stupid, Stupid mistake

Chase had asked me if I wanted to go with him to get some tools. Even though me & Josh were together, I should have stayed home with him.

While driving, Chase was flirting with me. I didn't like it cause I was with Josh. I made a mistake & asked him about his sex life, which I honestly don't know why I even did. Chase is ugly! I guess it was cause I was exhausted.

Some shit went down & Chase told Josh about the conversation we had. Thankfully, Josh didn't break up with me because I didn't cheat on him.

Josh was mad at me because I went with Chase to get tools & because of the conversation we had. I would have been mad too if Josh went with another girl. So I see his point on why he was mad about me going with another guy (Chase).

Josh went out back with Chase & Shawn; another friend of Josh's because he was having a camp fire. I stayed inside because Josh was mad. I was upset & decided to grab a Mike's Hard Lemonade & went outside. The fire had gone out & Josh was sitting alone. Chase had gone to bed & Shawn left to go home. Josh had headphones in & it looked like he was pissed. I had finally gotten his attention & he said nothing was wrong, he was fucking crying! I didn't know why either. Out of the blue he gets up & fucking slams the chair in to the grass which made him lose his shoe & headphones. He almost hit me when he slammed the chair. But he didn't hit me.

Josh walked over to the fence & I followed him. I told myself 'should I try to talk to him again?' I did.

Me: What's wrong? Is it me? Do you want me to leave you alone?

Josh: I do shit embarrassing when I'm drunk.

Me: What does that mean?

Josh got silent & then we walked back inside. My socks were wet because the grass was wet outside. We took a shower & laid down.