Loving The Enemy

14: Not How I Think

The next day, I sat in English, feeling bored out of my mind. Mr. Emmett was drawling on about paragraphs and how they should structured. Not that we hadn't learned this a thousand times. I sighed, and looked over at Will. He was going on his phone, underneath his desk. I then took my phone, and went on it. Suddenly, I got a notification.

Will💎: Get off your phone

I looked over at him, to see him smirking at me.

Me: U were on yours first 🙄

Will💎: Ooh watching me while I'm not looking huh? 😏

Me: Shut up

Will💎: Oh u know u love me

Me: I really don't

Will💎: U do. I bet you're dying for me to touch you right now 😏

My heart rate picked up at his words, and I blushed.

Me: I'm not

Will💎: Yes you r I can tell. If u want me Tess u can just ask 😏

Me: You're such an arrogant asshole

Will💎: Thx baby 😏

Me: Don't call me that

Will💎: U love it baby

I blushed, and looked over at him. Will was smirking at me, and I shook my head at him. I put my phone away, and he scowled at me, and I chuckled quietly. When Mr. Emmett was finished giving the boringest lesson (yes I know that's not a word) of the century, Will leaned over to me.

"Did you have fun yesterday, baby?" He teased.

I rolled my eyes. "It was fun."

I then grinned. "Especially you dancing."

Will laughed lightly. "Only for you, Tess."

I only rolled my eyes, humorously, and laughed. Jace and Clary then turned around and started talking to us.

"I wish Cecy and Izzy were in this class." Clary sighed.

"Me too." I said. "It's so boring without them."

Will scoffed. "I'm very entertaining, for your information."

"Yes, you certainly entertain Tessa." Clary smirked.

I burst out into a coughing fit. Jace started laughed, and so did Clary. Will only smirked.

"I'm started to like the tomato more and more everyday." He smirked.

"Clarissa!" I exclaimed, when I had recovered.

She laughed. "Sorry, I had to."

I blushed, and saw that Will was smirking at me. My eyes ran down his body, and up again. Damn, had this boy really taken my virginity? I felt guilty about not waiting till marriage to have sex, but I was also secretly happy that it had happened. I craved for him to touch me again, like that. God, what was wrong with me? This was normal for a teenage girl, right? Will noticed my staring, and smirked even wider. I tore my eyes off him, and blushed. The morning went by quickly, and then thankfully it was lunch. I sat beside Cecily and Clary, and across from Will.

"Yesterday was really fun." Cecily started casually.

"Totally. I can't believe you got that guy's number, Tessa." Isabelle smirked.

I flushed. "He was hot."

"He was." Cecily sighed.

I looked at Will, who was staring at me with an unreadable expression. Our gazes locked, and I couldn't look away from him. His eyes ran down my body, and then back up again. I started to feel hot all over, and I felt my heart beat faster. Ugh, why did he have to have this kind of effect on me? It wasn't fair. There was something about him that was so bad, and well hot. His whole bad boy personality made him a thousand times hotter. And even though sometimes it was annoying, his confidence was sexy.

That was Will Herondale in one word. Sexy.

Sexy as hell.

I quickly looked away from him, blushing. I grinned to myself for having such a thought, and suddenly I started to laugh to myself. Everyone looked at me as if I was crazy, but I kept laughing. When I finally recovered, they were all staring at me.

"What hell is wrong with you?" Will raised an eyebrow.

You're what's wrong with me. "Nothing."

He only looked doubtful, but didn't say anything. We all started talking again, and my eyes lazily scanned the cafeteria. There were so many socials groups in our grade, it was crazy.

"We should go see a movie today." Jace suggested, surprisingly.

"Sure. What one?" Clary asked.

"Let's go watch the fifth wave." Cecily said.

Isabelle gasped. "Isn't Nick Robinson in that? He's soo hot!"

"I know right!" Cecily gushed, and the four of us girls sighed dreamily.

Will sighed. "That's all you guys ever talk about."

Cecily looked over at her brother. "Will, you would understand if you were a girl, and it's not like I don't hear you talk about which girls at our school you'd bang." She rolled her eyes.

A pang went through me at her words, and my smile disappeared. Will's eyes went to me, and then quickly went back to his sister.

"I don't do that anymore, Cecy." He said quietly.

"That's true." Cecily admitted.

Images of Will kissing another girl ran through my head, and I dug my nails into my palm. He's done it with a bunch of girls before, Tessa, that annoying voice said in my head. He touched me, just like he'd touched them. He had spoken to me, just as he had to them. The thought made another painful jolt go through my body. How many other lips had his touched? Dozens, I knew.

I looked up at Will, to see that he was already looking at me with a soft expression. How many girls had he looked at like that? Great, now that I had started, I couldn't stop. My stomach started to hurt, and I felt sick. Images of him with other girls would not stop floating in my mind, and I bit down on my lip hard. Stop it, Tessa. Stop it.

"Are you okay, Tessa?" Simon asked, looking a bit concerned.

"Fine." I said, feeling light headed.

My eyes flitted back over to Will, and I could tell that he knew what was bothering me. I shook my head at him slightly, and suddenly he held my hand from across the table. I looked back up at him, startled.

"It's not how you think, Tess." He said softly.

I was too stunned to say anything, and we only stared at each other. And I swear, I could've stayed like that forever.