Entangled in a marriage

(8) Pregnant?

Sanjana:
When I got up,I saw a worried Raj and Amma.Raj asked me if I was fine.Suddenly Amma asked,"From how many days are you feeling this?" I said from few days.Amma jumped in joy and said,"Look!you are going to become pa and she is going to become Ma."I was hell shocked.I am still a virgin,how the hell I would become pregnant?I wanted to say,but I thought I won't say now as she might tell Raj's parents how are relation is.
To this,Raj thought I don't know.He asked Amma for few minutes.He closed my room and shouted,"I must be knowing you are cheating.Why would a girl marry and still not complain of her husband who is not having a real relation.I thought you as a different girl but..Now tell me who it is.I hope you are not dating that old Andrew.Shit you must have done and placed fire on this place."
I was holding back my tears when He suddenly dragged my uncle Andrew.With that I really set the place on fire.With what?with slaps.I slapped hard and said,"You know what I will prove you wrong.And don't drag Andrew uncle in this.He is a father figure to me who helped me to come up as an independent woman.I am still a virgin and I am not like you who sleeps with 7 woman.I will give my blood test.But if no,there are no ifs.You will see me right.Then,I will leave this place of yours."
Raj wanted to correct her,that he dated them,not sleep with her but stayed silent.He called Dr Mittal who in 15 minutes had his lab people here.They took my samples and said they would announce in 4 hours.He went to office.
I had tears and cried loudly when I heard sobs.Well,I thought I was alone crying but someone else is too.It was Amma.She said sorry and crying when I tried to say it's not her mistake.I just asked her 1 favour,to help me pack bags.
She sadly helped me and I left a letter for Raj and shifted to Bandra side home which I had designed before my marriage.

After 4 hours

Raj:
I was suddenly regretting my decision.It could be just her habit of eating outside, or something else.But I was cursing myself.Suddenly a call came,Dr Mittal announced sadly,that Sanjana is not pregnant.He thought I had called excitedly happy to become a pa.Look what I have done.Just because of Meeta,I have lost faith on all girls.Just then,the boss called and cancelled today's party.I couldn't be more thankful.
I went to home hurriedly.I hope she has not left.But I was met with Amma who was still crying and a letter in her hand.Did she do suicide but no.She isn't the girl who would do such things.Amma handed me the letter-

Dear Raj,no Mr Devil,
Thanks for telling my opinion.No,I am not writing this letter of some suicide sort coz you know me or no,I can't give out life for someone like you.It isn't a very emotional letter which makes you cry like a baby.This isn't even a letter like look I am separating.This is just to inform that I am moving to Bandra for few days to clear out.If you feel like apologising,you can send me anything like A big pizza or baked pasta yummy.Send flowers extra but don't dare enter the home.You might have to apologise many times.
Ok,on a serious note.I might have forgiven you if you had not mentioned Uncle Andrew.He is like my father who guides his children.I know you might have some insecurities like I do for this relation we share.But I am returning in 3 days.Anyway,after reading this letter do not think that I will forgive you still.Baby,You have earned each thing now earn this apology.
Happy Alone living for few days coz when I will return change will be there.
No thanks,
Sanjana
(The headstrong girl)
She was surely something.I looked at Amma. I asked the reason why was she crying to which she said she thought it was her mistake.I consoled her.And promised in my heart that this will soon be a new beginning.