Entangled in a marriage

(42) Sanjana's outburst

Sanjana:
Everyone had left for home.Mummy and dad were going to stay with Varun pa and Gayatri Ma for they think they need to plan a wedding.
The last time I got married,I got suddenly married to Raj.So you do understand?Right?
Well,I couldn't stop grinning like a idiot.
Never had I ever felt special in my life like this.
Naitik,Khushi and Rahul were sending teasing looks all the time towards me.
As soon as I reached home,Raj said,"Sanjana,can you make a coffee?Please?"
He sounded a little serious.
What had happened to him?an hour ago he was happy and now he had turned serious.
I nodded and quickly made him a big cup of coffee as he likes.
He was giving a look to me,as I noticed from corner of my eyes.Something was seriously wrong.
As I had made two cups,I gave him and sat comfortably at the couch.
The moon light and everything seemed so right but something was wrong.
Raj.
He was thinking deeply.
As I was drinking,I tried to imagine his reason.
Was he regretting proposing me?Did his deal go wrong? Did his.....
"Sanjana,tell me truthfully when I ask you.Will you?"
He asked with such seriousness that I felt like I was getting interrogated for a murder.I gulped and tried to study his face.
His face was blank.No emotions.No,there was a emotion,something called as a glare.
There was some silence before I comprehended that it was better to answer than absorb his glares.
So I said,"Yes."
He asked with a dead pan expression,"Who is Parul?"
I answered with a irritated face,"Your ex."Come on,she is his ex,so I have to act,though she is a good friend.
He said,"Who is Parul?"in a more high voice.
I again answered the same thing,"Your ex".At some high voice.
He shaked his head and said,"Tell me truth.How do you know it?"
I said,"Can't you remember that day she was..."
He stood up with angerness written on his face.
"Really?Really Sanjana?Do you not know her?Fine I will tell you.She is your friend raunak's wife who also has a kid.And you planned it all out.Right?"His tone was high.
There was this silence which had me shocked and him being angry.His eyes were red.Why was he so angry?
I finally said,"Yes I know her.Yes I planned with her.Yes she is my friend 's wife.But tell me Raj,why is it something which has left you so angry?"
He shouted,"Oh so Madame had planned it all along.I must have known.And reason?really?You know how it felt?It felt As if I was really cheating.I shouted at her when she was pregnant.and most of all how does this feel when someone you love betrays you?"
Just,what the hell?
Now,all my anger surging in my nerves had made me felt so more angry,I just burst out at him.
"Oh great Raj!Raj really great!"I said in a high anger tone with clapping and surrounding him.
I continued,"It's like you are saying to me as if I cheated on you and ran away with someone else.So you felt bad at This?"
I started laughing hysterically and believe me it all signified pain.
Tears flew by my eyes but I tried to stop them.
Damn these tears.
I still have anger left in me so I release it by continuing,"How do you feel when you recover from partial amnesia and go to hug this person you love and then a fight is there between brother and your husband?Who are you supposed to defend?And when this lady in love expects her husband to defend his love to let her live with him and to maybe improve the chances and is going to proclaim her love in public,her husband suddenly turns like elsa's song saying,"Let it go"like saying to leave the love of her life.And then sends divorce paper.This leaves her sad and broken.All types of crazy thoughts start coming in.And then when this lady visits husband's office,husband again tells to leave her.The husband,her lover tells him to leave again and again when they loved each other still.How was this lady expected this fool to realise the truth?"
Raj stood in silence and his mouth hung at my outburst.
But still I say,"The lady makes some crazy challenge of kiss and day and makes various ideas to make her husband realise.But the husband only realises when he is about to lose his love of his life to the fire and is about to leave this time on her own will.So what do you say?The lady betrayed his trust or the lady played a game or the lady just made a plan to make her husband,her lover realise what his heart wanted?And believe me that answer lies with you."
I say those words and glance towards Raj looking shocked.
Of course,he will take some time to absorb my outburst.So I leave him there standing and my coffee which is wasted sadly.
And go towards my room and I do one thing that comforts me.
Cry?
No way!
I order a mid night pizza and pasta and opens the folder where lies my favourite movies CDs.

Raj:
What did just happened?
I have never seen Sanjana this angry.Did I speak too much?
Gosh!I am such an idiot.
Now she must be angry.
So much for making her day special.My conscience taunted me.
I suddenly hear the doorbell.
Who has come at this midnight?
I open the door to see that delivery man carrying pizza box and a metallic container which smelt of pasta.
I paid him and Sanjana came.
What will I talk?
She walks really fast towards me.
Shit!Think fast!What am I supposed to say?
And then she snatches the pizza box and pasta and goes to her room.
But not before making her door close with a noise which meant no disturbing her.
God!What am I supposed to do now?

Well,I deleted last chapter as it was not okay.And according to one of the readers it was the worst.So,here is the new chapter.I hope this is a bit okay than last time I wrote.And this time,I will write some proper chapters before I end this story.I hope.
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